there's always a first
for the very first time in all my driving history, i locked my keys in my car. it was so silly. it was right on my seat! i had to (also for the first time) call triple A and ask them to send someone out to break into my car. this was on the streets of downtown. -_-
so i start on monday. i'm so nervous and excited and nervous. i took pictures of the class. it's like.. a storage center. so i feel very weird setting up the class, which is why i still haven't done so. i have no equipment, so i can't actually teach a lesson bc everything is via computer and ppt. i think i'm going to have to end up borrowing someone's for awhile. i just sat in my classroom on friday and was absolutely overwhelmed and called my resident teacher. i wish she was here to help me. =( i'm so far from all my ucd supports. she said that her class this year is great and haven't had any discipline problems and in all of 5 weeks since school started, there had only been 3 card changes. omg. *_* it's not fair. i would have totally loved the class and done great and my supervisor would have thought i was the best and i would have more grants this year than .. now. but, i must admit, i subbed in two 2nd grade classes at the school last year and they were angels. only makes sense that now 3rd grade are angels since they've moved up. eh, i still love my class last year, troublemakers and all.
i .. am .. procrastinating. i don't want to lesson plan. i can't focus, i can't do this, omg i'm hungry. -_- i can't believe.. my lunch period is at 1:35. for 30 minutes. i'm going to STARVE! how can lunch possibly be that late. *_* !!
so i start on monday. i'm so nervous and excited and nervous. i took pictures of the class. it's like.. a storage center. so i feel very weird setting up the class, which is why i still haven't done so. i have no equipment, so i can't actually teach a lesson bc everything is via computer and ppt. i think i'm going to have to end up borrowing someone's for awhile. i just sat in my classroom on friday and was absolutely overwhelmed and called my resident teacher. i wish she was here to help me. =( i'm so far from all my ucd supports. she said that her class this year is great and haven't had any discipline problems and in all of 5 weeks since school started, there had only been 3 card changes. omg. *_* it's not fair. i would have totally loved the class and done great and my supervisor would have thought i was the best and i would have more grants this year than .. now. but, i must admit, i subbed in two 2nd grade classes at the school last year and they were angels. only makes sense that now 3rd grade are angels since they've moved up. eh, i still love my class last year, troublemakers and all.
i .. am .. procrastinating. i don't want to lesson plan. i can't focus, i can't do this, omg i'm hungry. -_- i can't believe.. my lunch period is at 1:35. for 30 minutes. i'm going to STARVE! how can lunch possibly be that late. *_* !!