I can't take this insanity anymore. Just wish I knew the way out. A quick way, that is. One that doesn't get worse along the way. The first time I've talked with mom in at least 48 hours, and it ends in her yelling at me. Again. Not to mention she can't listen to a word I have to say. It just sucks into me thinking self-destructively again ( Read more... )

Just what I needed. A deadline to have a job by March 1. Because places hire people in 2 weeks, really they do. If that were the case I'd have already gotten a job. And wouldn't be living here. I don't need this bs. I just want it to all go away. And mom trying to force me to talk toher after an argument itsn't going to help.. I'm wondering ( Read more... )

Some days, I just wish I hadn't woken up. Got up to work on something with mom only to have her show up 4 hours after I talked to her. By which time, she's pissy from seeing Grandma, and upset that I might have other plans. Such is life. But getting out is good. I knew by the last phonecall that I wanted to be anywhere but here by the time she ( Read more... )