Oct 12, 2005 17:17
i was thinking ....over thinking cause there's just too many scenarios to analayze.... look in my eyes...... cause you're my dream please come true .....i was thinking over thinking about exactly how i'm not exactly him..... i'll break my heart in two more times than you could ever do..... cause you're my dream please come true..... cause i think way too much on a one track mind ....and you're so out of touch .....cause i'm so far behind i can't deny this anymore, the facts ignored all done before..... and if there's one in this world, ....you let me know you're not that girl ....i was sinking lower, sinking cause i lost the things i held on to .....they let me think a thought a thought that i would know was not of seeing my dream come true .....i was thinking over thinking about how far i had let this go .....one more guy/girl chiché i know now you're just in the way of me and my dream come true...... cause i think way too much on a one track mind and you're so out of touch cause i'm so far behind i'm trying to make sense out of all of this while your fading scent just slips through my grip i can't deny this anymore, the facts ignored all done before and if there's one in this world, you let me know you're not that girl don't touch the positive with the negative end don't touch the positive with the negative end cause after all of the sparks you're left alone in the dark cause after all of the sparks you're left alone in the dark and while i'm able, i think i'll label experience with you as a mistake and while i'm at it, i'll say i've had it experience with you is a mistake cause i think way too much on a one track mind and you're so out of touch cause i'm so far behind i'm trying to make sense out of all of this while your fading scent just slips through my grip i was thinking over thinking cause there's just too many scenarios to think about to figure out if you're my dream please come true [RELIENT K]
So that's a good song...I like it, mostly just the chorus because it pretty much sums up how my brain works, I think too much. So Im about to go to church but today has actually been a pretty good day. I think you can make everything better when you change your perspective on things. If you know youre going to have a bad day, it turns out that most of the time you do lol. I dont know, maybe I was just really happy because we havea long weekend but today wasnt so bad. I laughed alot and got another big mark on my head from falling asleep after the PSAT which I was soooo happy about because we only had to do 5 sections and I was expecting the 10 sections and the essay. Oh my gosh!!! In the PSAT I read this sentence abuot long distance swimmers puttign oil on their bodies before races because it gives them more water resistance and I was liek what?!?!! how freaking cool is that?!?!?!?! Hmmm...maybe Im just easily amused. You know I really hope everyone is happy right now. I want everything to be okay for all my friends. I miss Kelsey sooooo much but you know Im trying to hold it together, and it's not easy, but it helps to have God on your side big time. There's alot and not alot going on all at once. I think everything is cool.....I just hope Im right, we'll see... I love suprises! ; )