day 55.
I peeked at my health report today. A nurse left it on the counter, I think.
Apparently I'm underweight, have low heart rate, low blood pressure, bad circulation, and low sperm count. Not really sure how the last part matters; I figure it must be a good thing I don't run the risk of reproducing with someone and making more crazies. besides, the only person i would is probably too light herself... not that i think about these things... well, i mean, i'm a teenage boy so sometimes it can't be helped, but uh... i don't... often
The medication I'm on is what's giving me all these awful side effects, but apparently my stress level has gone down. I'm not hearing voices so much anymore, but lately my body has just been kind of acting out of its own accord. I'm not a sleepwalker but sometimes in the middle of the night I'll just get out of bed and walk around and... not know why.
And I've noticed that I'm not the only person with medication issues. I've never mixed my medication incorrectly or taken a large dose, but with all this weird impulsive stuff that's going on... I'm really not sure and kind of scared
Apparently I'm underweight, have low heart rate, low blood pressure, bad circulation, and low sperm count. Not really sure how the last part matters; I figure it must be a good thing I don't run the risk of reproducing with someone and making more crazies. besides, the only person i would is probably too light herself... not that i think about these things... well, i mean, i'm a teenage boy so sometimes it can't be helped, but uh... i don't... often
The medication I'm on is what's giving me all these awful side effects, but apparently my stress level has gone down. I'm not hearing voices so much anymore, but lately my body has just been kind of acting out of its own accord. I'm not a sleepwalker but sometimes in the middle of the night I'll just get out of bed and walk around and... not know why.
And I've noticed that I'm not the only person with medication issues. I've never mixed my medication incorrectly or taken a large dose, but with all this weird impulsive stuff that's going on... I'm really not sure and kind of scared