day 53.

[switching_on]

Day 42
Your Name: roxas tyler hart.
Suicidal Ideation: 7/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 5 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain: lucid dreams, yeah. i'm learning how to do that. anything to give me something to do.
Moods Experienced Today: apathy.
Mood Triggers: nothing.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: ...it's been a month

Comments

[bowlcutsrule]

Losing control is a rather dangerous and foolish thing, but very entertaining to the onlookers who can appreciate such a thing.

[switching_on]

i used to do it all the time. it was theraputic i guess.

why? you one of those basketcase serial killer types like me?

[bowlcutsrule]

Someone very close to me has the same sort of problem.

Serial killer like you? Well, one of my hobbies back home was animal control.

[switching_on]

i've... i've hurt a lot of people. ot so much killing, just... watching people suffer. not because i like it or i'm a sick sadist, i just can't control my temper.

very close to you... a girlfriend?

[bowlcutsrule]

Well, life isn't very fair, and if that happens, let it happen. It's not your fault you can't control yourself at times. Though maybe one day you'll find someone to control you, and someone that will always set you off. I know mine.

Girlfriend? Oh no, I don't waste time with such petty things as relationships. He is my brother, maybe you have heard of him? Haine? One of my little sisters also found her way here recently.

[switching_on]

haine... smoky's friend?

i juts haven't been abe to find anything lately WORTH me going crazy over. it's so frustrating. i know my meds are sapping my energy, but it's like i feel emotionally drained too. or some shit.

[bowlcutsrule]

Ah, Il mio osso Badou you mean? Yes, but they currently are having some difficulties.

Well, I've been told I'm very good provocateur.

[switching_on]

...well i sure as how know how you can provoke axel.

[bowlcutsrule]

Oh? I've spoken to him through journals briefly.