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My car is fixed! WHOOP! And I paid for it all by myself! WHOOP! I was thinking today about highschool and all the people that I knew and I was friends with. Kinda sucks that only a couple of people I was friends with in highschool I keep in touch with and ever know what's going on with them. What's crazy is some of the people that I am good friends with now I really didn't even talk to in highschool. Even KT and I can't figure out how the two of us ended up rooming together freshman year, we were friends, but not close friends. Then there's the other half of people who I talked to in highschool every day who really were my good friends who I never get to talk to anymore for whatever reason. Most of them I don't remember why we stopped talking and wish we hadn't. However, at the moment I'm too stupid to get over it and talk to them, but one day hopefully it won't be like that. It's like everyone worries about initiating a conversation with someone else b/c they're afraid that they won't want them to talk to them, but everybody else wants exactly the same thing. I guess the worst that could ever happen would be that they would hang up. We'll see. I miss everybody.
I hate feeling out of control. Noone else should be able to make me feel the way that I do.
I hate feeling out of control. Noone else should be able to make me feel the way that I do.