OH MAN!

[swirly_bananaz]

ohhh man! My birthday is in like....14 days...which means...two weeks! ahh! 15 at last...i feel so old...o_o remember those "My size Barbie" barbie dolls? Man those freaked the shit outa me...hooowee...i remember this one time my friend sarah like ripped hers to shreds and drew like pubes and nipples on it. man i have sick friends. juan...looked edible today...i wanted to eat him....but hes that dick ass ex of mine...i hate his hispanic ass! man i just wanna fuck his brains out and then be like "oh no...i only fucked you cause your a hot sexy beast..i dont like you...psh...after what you did to me...hell i just wanted the sex!" oh man that would be the day....*sighs*....but i would never do that to him...lets just say...i wouldnt want to put him through that ordeal.....i would feel like such a sluty whore lmfao oh man! my friend Ed is coming down on like wednesday or thursday! whee! im so excited! hee hee heeeee! hes so hot...he randomly hopped on the stage to sing the man part of bring me to life, this one time i was at tex mex...oh man...that was the best...Marylin Manson is a hot fuck...and a sick one too..man what a she-male...

*Im so tired of being here
suppresed by all my childish fears
and if you hafta leave
i wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone
these wound wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just to much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held you hand through all of these years
but you still have....
all of me*