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May 16, 2005 18:07

urrrr! my stomach hurts so much! it feels like a thousand knives are stabbing into my stomach at the same time. sometimes it feels like they are stabbing into my vagina to get to my uterus easier....urrrr i hate this. huge chunks of my uteris is falling out and i want it to go away. it sucks because it was a surprise today which means that my pretty underwear is now all messed up. i loved this pair too and that makes me even more mad.

man i never realized how much bob gets on my nerves until i went to go pick up charlie. urrr....i really don't like that man. i love amy and i love ryan, but i really don't like bob at all. when he came to the car to talk to me i just really wanted to run away screaming. i hate how he always badgers me about going to church. i know i used to go constantly and i really liked it there, but so much had changed and it now feels like i'm in a cult. i hate it so i don't want to go. why is it any of his buisness what i do. urrrrr! i hate how he then tries to give me a lecture on how i need to tell my manegers that i need sunday off so can go to church. i hate that church...i don't want to go there. why won't he just leave me alone. it gets to be very annoying.

nilou i really wanted to go to the park with you today...but as you know i'm really not feeling well. i'm sorry, i really wanted to go. it sounded like a lot of fun. i just needed to go lie down and pop many pills in order for me to feel better....which i don't by the way. i think i'm going to go take some more pills. i think that i am also going to go buy those stick on heating pads cus man i have really bads cramps this time. sometimes i just hate being a girl.
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