feeling alone
whenever i take a personality quiz i always get "your a pure angel" or "you're full of sadness but no one knows" and it always makes me feel dumb to take quizzes anyway...it's from like 7th grade when you're figuring out who you are.
i'm still trying to figure out who i am.
ms. hughey doesn't understand me. i think she tries, but she just doesn't know. nobody does. mark doesn't want me. who would? why should i even bother.
i guess this is yet another remission of suicidal depressiveness. great job amber. great job showing all those kind folks out there what a good christian you are by being depressed and moody and lonely and angry
all the signs of jesus in one girl! right here! stare! point and laugh and hate me everyone. just hate me.
i don't give a crap. i don't have anything to prove to anybody but myself, only i'm failing even just that.
what a loser.
i'm not ok?
i'm still trying to figure out who i am.
ms. hughey doesn't understand me. i think she tries, but she just doesn't know. nobody does. mark doesn't want me. who would? why should i even bother.
i guess this is yet another remission of suicidal depressiveness. great job amber. great job showing all those kind folks out there what a good christian you are by being depressed and moody and lonely and angry
all the signs of jesus in one girl! right here! stare! point and laugh and hate me everyone. just hate me.
i don't give a crap. i don't have anything to prove to anybody but myself, only i'm failing even just that.
what a loser.
i'm not ok?