Today is the day...
I have to work today, 9-1. joy. but then...THEN!!! my ska t version 15000000 is coming. awesome. ossum.
... but...i think i just need to start letting stuff roll off my back again.
in fact, i've decided that i don't give a crap what anyone says anymore. unless it's something important. i don't care if missa says she's gonna hang out and totally forgets and makes plans with jimmy or if anelisse won't back me up enough to save our friendship or if mark decides he's just not going to call me back after wanting to make plans yesterday. that's FINE. that's just fine. because i have other people who love me. i don't have to sit around and take people's crap. right? right. i think that's how it's going to work from now on.
i'm not going to listen to kt's sob stories, i'm not going to listen to anelisse cry about her parents being mean, because that's her problem now. i tried to jump in and save us, but she decided she's more important. and, i guess she is. wuteva. point being, i'm done with ... with... being used and stepped on. i'm sick of it. this christmas break, i'm taking a break from stupid people who don't appreciate me very much. and going with the boy who loves and appreciates me the most.
by the way, jimmy, thank you for listening and talking to me last night. i know i cried in front of you, and i'm sorry about that. i was really upset and stuff. thanks for being there for me. i am so grateful to still call you one of my closest and most precious friends. you are dear to my heart.
... but...i think i just need to start letting stuff roll off my back again.
in fact, i've decided that i don't give a crap what anyone says anymore. unless it's something important. i don't care if missa says she's gonna hang out and totally forgets and makes plans with jimmy or if anelisse won't back me up enough to save our friendship or if mark decides he's just not going to call me back after wanting to make plans yesterday. that's FINE. that's just fine. because i have other people who love me. i don't have to sit around and take people's crap. right? right. i think that's how it's going to work from now on.
i'm not going to listen to kt's sob stories, i'm not going to listen to anelisse cry about her parents being mean, because that's her problem now. i tried to jump in and save us, but she decided she's more important. and, i guess she is. wuteva. point being, i'm done with ... with... being used and stepped on. i'm sick of it. this christmas break, i'm taking a break from stupid people who don't appreciate me very much. and going with the boy who loves and appreciates me the most.
by the way, jimmy, thank you for listening and talking to me last night. i know i cried in front of you, and i'm sorry about that. i was really upset and stuff. thanks for being there for me. i am so grateful to still call you one of my closest and most precious friends. you are dear to my heart.