times and people
so ive been thinking. of chicago. of course. its strange how much i think of him. and of green eyes. i mean its been almost a year since we've talked face to face. and of hands. its strange im used to seeing oftenish. and now im not so much and i miss him too. we ran into eachother on friday and saturday.
i tell kim that shes in the "what does it mean" phase.
but then again i doubt we ever really get out of that phase.
i miss them. all of them.
im thinking of going to vancouver for NYE. roadtrip it with some friends. stop off in seattle and see people for a day.
im just tired. and antsy. ive been here for too long. havnt left the bay area since i went to seattle last time in early may. way too long.
and im tired. im not looking forward to all this. even dickens isnt inspiring me. everything just is... going.
but when i think of certain things.
chicagos face driving across the bridge, or when i was lying on his chest.
when hands told me that i would pay if he was short.
when green eyes and i were screaming at eachother about names.
those are the things worth living for. the good and the bad. and i miss them.
i tell kim that shes in the "what does it mean" phase.
but then again i doubt we ever really get out of that phase.
i miss them. all of them.
im thinking of going to vancouver for NYE. roadtrip it with some friends. stop off in seattle and see people for a day.
im just tired. and antsy. ive been here for too long. havnt left the bay area since i went to seattle last time in early may. way too long.
and im tired. im not looking forward to all this. even dickens isnt inspiring me. everything just is... going.
but when i think of certain things.
chicagos face driving across the bridge, or when i was lying on his chest.
when hands told me that i would pay if he was short.
when green eyes and i were screaming at eachother about names.
those are the things worth living for. the good and the bad. and i miss them.