you will not see me tonight at BaGG.
as much as i really want to see collapseylamb, i need rest. or rather i think this cold ive been rocking has been around too long. and maybe spending a few days not getting sweaty in a dance club then standing outside in the chill air might be really good for me.
it just sucks because it keeps pretending to be better. then today i blow up green slime. yes i suppose that was a bit discriptive. oh well.
maybe im just falling apart.
i have no clue what im doing tomorrow. well.. thats not true. i think i'll sleep in, check my e-mail, watch some TV (theres always some great marathons on thanksgiving), maybe treat myself out to a movie. play with my cat. do a real LJ post about the last few days.
damnnit. and the thing is i do want to go. because also i think laurel would get a kick out of seeing me actually dance. like to my fav songs.
maybe im just buffering myself against tomorrow.
so far im doing ok.
it just sucks because it keeps pretending to be better. then today i blow up green slime. yes i suppose that was a bit discriptive. oh well.
maybe im just falling apart.
i have no clue what im doing tomorrow. well.. thats not true. i think i'll sleep in, check my e-mail, watch some TV (theres always some great marathons on thanksgiving), maybe treat myself out to a movie. play with my cat. do a real LJ post about the last few days.
damnnit. and the thing is i do want to go. because also i think laurel would get a kick out of seeing me actually dance. like to my fav songs.
maybe im just buffering myself against tomorrow.
so far im doing ok.