Apr 13, 2005 17:30
Wow, It's been such a long time since I've been able to update.
A lot has happened. Some good. Some bad.
Good:
Nick and I finally got our own apartment. It's sooooo cute. We are fixing it up and making it very "homey." I want you all to come see it.
Bad:
On April 1st my mom passed away. That by far was the worst time of my life. I will forever be haunted by her sad face. I'm still in shock. It's almost like I still dont believe it happened. The other night I almost got up to call her. That was weird.
My brother flew in from New York. It was really good to see him again. Him and Molly were at her bedside just about every minute untill the last. I tried. But the last two days were really hard for me. I could hardly even go in the room to look at her. She was hardly breathing and her face was a pasty ivory color. I find it very ironic that she wasn't able to talk about a week before it happened. The brain tumor took that over fast enough. She was a talker. Born to talk....
I Love You Mom.