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I feel so horrible. I just had 4 days of work off to help my mom out. I felt bad for leaving everyone at work while Kelly has been out too.
This week has been really difficult. I never thought her life would end this way. I keep trying to imagine what it's like to be in her position, but I really can't imagine what it would be like. The first couple of days she was dealing with it ok, but yesterday she just cried and cried. It's really hard for me to keep a strong face on in front of her. Every time someone would leave the room she would tell me to call everyone to say goodbye for her. I hate that. I dont know why she wants me to do that. That's not a daughters job. It's not fair that after three years of fighting and accomplishing that this had to all the sudden happen so fast.
I have accepted the fact that sometimes...this is the way life works. But I wish it didn't.
This week has been really difficult. I never thought her life would end this way. I keep trying to imagine what it's like to be in her position, but I really can't imagine what it would be like. The first couple of days she was dealing with it ok, but yesterday she just cried and cried. It's really hard for me to keep a strong face on in front of her. Every time someone would leave the room she would tell me to call everyone to say goodbye for her. I hate that. I dont know why she wants me to do that. That's not a daughters job. It's not fair that after three years of fighting and accomplishing that this had to all the sudden happen so fast.
I have accepted the fact that sometimes...this is the way life works. But I wish it didn't.