i need to write more often so these novels can stop
Friday for some reason i just HAD to listen to Seasons of Love. Now i'm on a Rent binge and it's been four days. Happy. Lauren couldn't make it to work because she is sick and no one could come in so i was all alone, but it was OK. there was lots of stuff to do besides the usual things, so i felt like i was actually working lol. Our boss printed out these introduction to lab packets for ten people but forgot to collate them, so i had to sort out the 26 pages into the ten copies. Busy work, but it occupied time. Then i watched Lost and waited for Sarah to get to campus because i hadn't seen her in ages and she was still a horrible wreck from Julian breaking up with her. Because now Julian has a girlfriend that he is mucho into, and i am soo happy for him.
Tyler came over to watch the Opening Ceremonies with me and it was really stupid. I've decided that I'm not going to smoke with him next time/if we ever hang out again because shit just doesn't get done. I asked him why he missed me and at first he just said, "I don't know, because you're just awesome." Thanks? But then he said he misses me because of how i am with people and something else i don't remember. Also, he told me that he's really intimidated by me because i am that great with people and i can dance. No joke. So that's kind of cool that i also intimidate him, but i still don't feel anything genuine from him. The whole time he was trying to seduce me, like, kissing me all over the place. I felt a little gross because that's exactly how i don't want him to treat me. We haven't talked since then. Stupid stupid stupid slimy boy.
Then i was sad all weekend because my boy Tucker was in las vegas without a phone, and hottie- mchotterthananybodyelseson Chris went home from the blues party with someone else. ughhhhhhh after spending one night with him and the best kissing ever i want him so bad but it's not going to happen. need. to. get. over. him. now. The Vagina Monologues were fantastic, of course. But the femicide in the Democratic Republic of the Congo makes me cry. I chant every morning for the strength, courage, and voice of those women. ugggggh Chris, why must you be perfect???!?!??! I was so kinda depressed Sunday night i asked Ryan to spend the night with me so we didn't have to sleep alone. not bad.
Galen told me i have the cutest hands. love that man, but don't know if i like him...right? but he's fun to kiss and he spent the night too. lol. don't worry, i have not been having sex with a different man every night. i haven't had sex in two weeks since i saw Tucker last! funny to think about. also don't really want to have sex with Tucker, so idk what my deal is. but i do want to just have Chris wholly. ugggggggggggggh Chris.
Space class was canceled yesterday which means my only class was at 3:30, so I went shopping the morning and watched the US men beat the Swiss in hockey and didn't do any work at all. I spent too much money of course, but now i have two new pairs of jeans and two pairs of shoes from Plato's Closet. damn sexy times :)
Guess what? I FLEW A PLANE FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT! Hiro, my flight instructor, came to a pot luck with me and we were right by the airport so he took me on my "discovery flight." I taxied and took off and did some turns and experienced zero-gravity etc. Super fun times, damn flying for being so expensive. We were in the plane for exactly 30 minutes and had he been charging me that would've been around $65. Why i picked such an expensive hobby i don't understand. Besides the fact that it's totally KICK ASS!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Tyler came over to watch the Opening Ceremonies with me and it was really stupid. I've decided that I'm not going to smoke with him next time/if we ever hang out again because shit just doesn't get done. I asked him why he missed me and at first he just said, "I don't know, because you're just awesome." Thanks? But then he said he misses me because of how i am with people and something else i don't remember. Also, he told me that he's really intimidated by me because i am that great with people and i can dance. No joke. So that's kind of cool that i also intimidate him, but i still don't feel anything genuine from him. The whole time he was trying to seduce me, like, kissing me all over the place. I felt a little gross because that's exactly how i don't want him to treat me. We haven't talked since then. Stupid stupid stupid slimy boy.
Then i was sad all weekend because my boy Tucker was in las vegas without a phone, and hottie- mchotterthananybodyelseson Chris went home from the blues party with someone else. ughhhhhhh after spending one night with him and the best kissing ever i want him so bad but it's not going to happen. need. to. get. over. him. now. The Vagina Monologues were fantastic, of course. But the femicide in the Democratic Republic of the Congo makes me cry. I chant every morning for the strength, courage, and voice of those women. ugggggh Chris, why must you be perfect???!?!??! I was so kinda depressed Sunday night i asked Ryan to spend the night with me so we didn't have to sleep alone. not bad.
Galen told me i have the cutest hands. love that man, but don't know if i like him...right? but he's fun to kiss and he spent the night too. lol. don't worry, i have not been having sex with a different man every night. i haven't had sex in two weeks since i saw Tucker last! funny to think about. also don't really want to have sex with Tucker, so idk what my deal is. but i do want to just have Chris wholly. ugggggggggggggh Chris.
Space class was canceled yesterday which means my only class was at 3:30, so I went shopping the morning and watched the US men beat the Swiss in hockey and didn't do any work at all. I spent too much money of course, but now i have two new pairs of jeans and two pairs of shoes from Plato's Closet. damn sexy times :)
Guess what? I FLEW A PLANE FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT! Hiro, my flight instructor, came to a pot luck with me and we were right by the airport so he took me on my "discovery flight." I taxied and took off and did some turns and experienced zero-gravity etc. Super fun times, damn flying for being so expensive. We were in the plane for exactly 30 minutes and had he been charging me that would've been around $65. Why i picked such an expensive hobby i don't understand. Besides the fact that it's totally KICK ASS!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!