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So Thursday riding the bus to school I said to Julian, "I kinda want to run into Zach, just to see what would happen. I mean, what would happen?" Then after classes, around 4:30, I was tramping through the basement of Duane Physics trying to find a random room to paint Russian easter eggs in with Taylor and Maggie, and what happens? I round a corner and there is Zach Smith. I haven't seen or talked to him since December. We both did double takes, said Hey, how's it going, and then I asked him if he knew where this room was. He said no, sorry, so we walked away. And that was that. I talked to Max about it because I immediately froze up and freaked out when I saw Zach, you know how it is. Max told me that last week he had a pretty deep talk with Zach and that he has a whole bunch of stuff to tell me, but he can't remember what they are because he was drunk lol. But what he was able to tell me was that there's hope...so...yay.
Then, John Berry and I hung out again Thursday night. We went to Take Back the Night, protested sexual violence for about 5 minutes and then decided we didn't want to march in the rain with my backpack full of library books and laptop. So we went to Safeway to pick up dinner and came back to my place and ate stoffers mac n' cheese and grapes. We hung out with everyone and watched Boondock Saints and then the weather started to get a little icky so we decided it would be best if John stayed here the night. He slept in my bed and for once it was a little awkward and I didn't sleep very well. In the morning we talked about lots of things and I skipped my class because it was snowing. He talked about the difference between having an interest in someone and actually liking them, so I told him that I'm interested in him, but I get the impression he likes me. He's cute though, we were just lying there and he said, "Ok, I really want to kiss you, but I have to get some gum first so you don't die" and jumped out of bed. We opened the blinds and ate breakfast watching the huge snow flakes fall, and didn't answer the door when Aaron knocked because I didn't think anyone else was here. And then Katie was here, and she answered the door, so then I just felt like a douche, but Aaron really gets on my nerves sometimes. Like a lot recently. Anyways, John left around one to drive home to Estes. He's wonderfully nice and I actually do things with him, like go to tango lessons and plays. I really don't know yet, so we'll see what happens.
I went to my test at 2 and then came home and didn't do anything for the rest of the night. So excellent to see Max though, and I went upstairs and played a game of beer pong with Ian, his friend Zack, Aj, and Chris because I like drinking their alcohol and then not hanging out with them. lol. I wish Ian would just get that I severely want him though. But he probably just won't get over the Aj thing ever, but I guess that was my fault and I don't blame Ian. Also, Zack was kinda freaking me out after we smoked because he was really drunk too. Basically, the only person I actually like up there is Ian, and I never get him without everybody else.
Katie and Julian are coming to Ft Collins to dance with me tonight! I've been teaching Julian how to dance and he's actually pretty good, so dancing in public will be a big step for him. I'm so excited though, he'll get all the attention when he gets amazing. I plan on going to the library to work a little bit this afternoon, but who know if that will happen for realz.
Then, John Berry and I hung out again Thursday night. We went to Take Back the Night, protested sexual violence for about 5 minutes and then decided we didn't want to march in the rain with my backpack full of library books and laptop. So we went to Safeway to pick up dinner and came back to my place and ate stoffers mac n' cheese and grapes. We hung out with everyone and watched Boondock Saints and then the weather started to get a little icky so we decided it would be best if John stayed here the night. He slept in my bed and for once it was a little awkward and I didn't sleep very well. In the morning we talked about lots of things and I skipped my class because it was snowing. He talked about the difference between having an interest in someone and actually liking them, so I told him that I'm interested in him, but I get the impression he likes me. He's cute though, we were just lying there and he said, "Ok, I really want to kiss you, but I have to get some gum first so you don't die" and jumped out of bed. We opened the blinds and ate breakfast watching the huge snow flakes fall, and didn't answer the door when Aaron knocked because I didn't think anyone else was here. And then Katie was here, and she answered the door, so then I just felt like a douche, but Aaron really gets on my nerves sometimes. Like a lot recently. Anyways, John left around one to drive home to Estes. He's wonderfully nice and I actually do things with him, like go to tango lessons and plays. I really don't know yet, so we'll see what happens.
I went to my test at 2 and then came home and didn't do anything for the rest of the night. So excellent to see Max though, and I went upstairs and played a game of beer pong with Ian, his friend Zack, Aj, and Chris because I like drinking their alcohol and then not hanging out with them. lol. I wish Ian would just get that I severely want him though. But he probably just won't get over the Aj thing ever, but I guess that was my fault and I don't blame Ian. Also, Zack was kinda freaking me out after we smoked because he was really drunk too. Basically, the only person I actually like up there is Ian, and I never get him without everybody else.
Katie and Julian are coming to Ft Collins to dance with me tonight! I've been teaching Julian how to dance and he's actually pretty good, so dancing in public will be a big step for him. I'm so excited though, he'll get all the attention when he gets amazing. I plan on going to the library to work a little bit this afternoon, but who know if that will happen for realz.