moving.
I'm definitely moving in August. I've decided. I need to start working a LOT though and making that dough. It's gonna be tough for the first few months, since my car insurance bill is also due in August (that's $450 that I have to have put away). gonna need like $1000 to put for a deposit/first & last month's rent on the apartment.
Tonight was a good start to the making money. Worked bar from 4-11:30ish (we closed at 10 but i had to stay and cash some servers out) so I basically made about $20/hr tonight. Working a double tomorrow, lunch Tuesday, closing To-Go on Wed, have Thurs off, working a double Friday and working dinner Saturday then have Nick's graduation to go to on Sunday.
On another note, I'm starting to go back to the gym. Tomorrow is going to be my first day back, and I think I'm going to need like a week to get back into the swing of things. I'm NOT backing off this time. I NEED to lose weight. I feel okay about myself, although I have seen some recent pictures of me that have not been too flattering. I'm happy with who I am, but I know that I can be a better, healthier me, so tomorrow is my first step. I'm going to start eating more healthily and working out more. I'm going to lose weight. I just have to keep telling myself. I think that it's finally the right time in my life to get serious about this, and so I'm going to. I'm 23 and I want to stay young...I don't want to have to worry about how my life is going to turn out or how long I'm going to live. I will never be the skinny-minny, but I can definitely get myself down to a healthy, gorgeous weight if I work at it and don't give up. I can't ever give in. Time will only tell. I've never been one to have a lot of willpower, so I'm working on that as well. I haven't been going out and drinking as much anymore, which is good. I'm going to try and keep that up -- the occasional drink is okay though! :-)
Peace love and pumpkin juice.
Jenn
Tonight was a good start to the making money. Worked bar from 4-11:30ish (we closed at 10 but i had to stay and cash some servers out) so I basically made about $20/hr tonight. Working a double tomorrow, lunch Tuesday, closing To-Go on Wed, have Thurs off, working a double Friday and working dinner Saturday then have Nick's graduation to go to on Sunday.
On another note, I'm starting to go back to the gym. Tomorrow is going to be my first day back, and I think I'm going to need like a week to get back into the swing of things. I'm NOT backing off this time. I NEED to lose weight. I feel okay about myself, although I have seen some recent pictures of me that have not been too flattering. I'm happy with who I am, but I know that I can be a better, healthier me, so tomorrow is my first step. I'm going to start eating more healthily and working out more. I'm going to lose weight. I just have to keep telling myself. I think that it's finally the right time in my life to get serious about this, and so I'm going to. I'm 23 and I want to stay young...I don't want to have to worry about how my life is going to turn out or how long I'm going to live. I will never be the skinny-minny, but I can definitely get myself down to a healthy, gorgeous weight if I work at it and don't give up. I can't ever give in. Time will only tell. I've never been one to have a lot of willpower, so I'm working on that as well. I haven't been going out and drinking as much anymore, which is good. I'm going to try and keep that up -- the occasional drink is okay though! :-)
Peace love and pumpkin juice.
Jenn