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Between rubys in the morning and CPK at night I haven't had that much time for much of anything. I don't get much sleep because I tend to be found out with friends at a ridiculous hour of the night after a 12-hour work day. Packing off for the dorm is weird. Everything is a little weird right now, I suppose. But I'm prettymuch settled, prettymuch happy, no real complaints, no real problems. It's another of those wavelengths in life where everything seems calm, and nothing bad could really happen... I'm definitely neither scared nor excited about school. I'm happy about the prospect of new people and studying abroad, learning new languages and such. I really didn't belong at the high school my senior year, I should never have crippled myself and stayed. Oh well.. what's done is done, perhaps I needed the time for reflection and disillusionment. I'm so glad to be off the maps.
And this is my middle finger to a world where I don't belong.
And this is my middle finger to a world where I don't belong.