You know those kinds of chick movies... where there's a boy and a girl, and one of them wants to get rid of the other, but said "other" is obliviously nice, and clingy, and just won't go away ( Read more... )

I hope that someone will get my message in a bottle.

I decided it was time for a brief update. It's 2am in London. Jesse is completely drunk, on the phone with her boyfriend. I know I'm getting used to this because her fake english accent is no longer even irritating me. I love the girl.. but she swears she 'doesn't know' when she's speaking brit. Sooo. Last night I went to a finch concert with ( Read more... )

This has been quite a weekend. I hope I never see anything like this again ( Read more... )

So here I am again, completely the girl I was three years ago, and completely the woman I have not yet come to know. This has been a depression; outgoing jokes and giggles contrary to my nature to hide the reasons I'm not sure I have for crying myself to sleep last night. This is barely pulling myself out of bed in the morning. This is discovery ( Read more... )

Why?

I leave in about two months. It seems too good to be true, almost. I'm actually going to get away from everything for a while. And what a place to get away to... I've got an entire month with my good friends. It's been years since we've seen eachother but the old ties never got lost. I guess we're just proof that it is possible to have a real ( Read more... )

I'm okay now. It's been over a year since I could honestly say that I was doing alright. And now I am. That's a good...feeling ( Read more... )

It's almost second semester ( Read more... )

This was the last time, and that was apparent in every blink of four downcast eyes. I did not raise my face to the sun for the longest period; instead, I waited for him to make the first move, as I always do. Minutes ticked by like hours, and I just sat there twisting my ring and fighting back the hot tears boiling just beneath the surface of my ( Read more... )