We were meant to live for so much more.
My friend's going-away party is tonight, and I can't go. I feel bad. Prom is just around the corner... how depressing. Everything highschool related depresses me, I'm beginning to question whether or not I really even want to walk. Maybe I'll just walk..out.. and not show up for the ceremony. I don't know. Anyway I modified my prom dress, and I like it. I'm debating whether or not to make it a strapless. As things stand I took the necessary tucks and darts to make it fit me, added sparkly lavender glitter to the bodice in an 'icicle' style, and ribboned the sides. Interesting. My turn to be, well, more girlie than I usually am. Andrew is back up at fullerton, but he's going to be around a lot this summer. He's good company... pfft. I cleaned my car, and my room. Went to a party this saturday and it was lame. I feel slightly sad that things are over at the high school, but more along the lines of sad that this year was crappy. I will, however, miss a lot of the kids I've gotten to know. I wouldn't trade meeting some of you for anything.