Oct 01, 2004 09:07
Rules - write 10 different statements intended for 10 different people that you know- you cannot mention which statement is for which person. You may do this in no specific order of importance
1. You are the awesomest awesome, we are exactly the same in so many ways it genuinely creeps me out; but none the less you have helped me through much and i lava you like a sista person (which i don't have, so . .. ). You're crazay exciting, full of energy, but you know when to be serious, and you feel your emotions and that's something most people can't express. I love that you understand the things that i can't explain (possibly because of the whole sameish thing) because if you didn't/hadn't nobody else would've, and I can never thank you enough for that, you are amazing and i wish i could say that a hundred million times (but that would take up many many lines, so just pretend like i did).
2. I hate that you can't see how beautiful and wonderful of a person you are. The consensus amoung the peoples is that you are cute, funny, smart and gorgeous; however you own conclusions never fall anywhere near this, it bothers me oh so muchly. You have been my sista person for so long, and you know that you can tell me anything, and i know that even if you don't understand you try to sympathise with everything that i have to say. I love you so muchly, and i wish/hope that one day you will see all the beauty and happiness that you bring to the world.
3. You are such a funny person, oh man, how do you make me laugh, let me count the ways (no just kidding that would take to long). But seriously, you are so many things: my guidance counselor, my friend, my studdy buddy (previously for the unmentioned class), comic relief, and the list goes on and on. So many times when i talk to you about stuff, there is nothing that anyone could really say to me to change how i feel, I just need to verbalize it, and you understand that, even if you can't fully understand what I'm feeling, and that makes you marvelous.
4. Wow, all the times I've spent with you. You are just the cutest thing, I remember when i was worried cause you discovered that girls that you were hot, and you started to become a jerk (sorta). It made me sad :( But none the less, you regained your charm, and once again you are the loveable person I've come to know. You never fail to make me laugh, except for when you are distraught (but those times are few and far between). Good luck in everything that you do.
5. This one goes out to a group of young men, you are all that kept me going for so long, I hated that I spent so much time at this activity, I hated the people (other than you), and I found bitterness in almost everything involved with this, I longed to be so far away, and yet you pulled me back. I love you all for that, and will always. As you grow up, you are becoming the most amazing young men, growing up into people that I am proud to have known, and even if we don't talk as much anymore, I see you occasionally, and you rock my world!! Be cool, stay in school!!!
6. You are amazing, and there is so much that you have to offer it makes me cry (literally) that people don't give you a chance. They are missing out on so much, and I know that your parents only make it harder for you, I'm so sorry that I can't be there for you, just know that if you need me, at anytime, I will come (or make my best efforts). It seems as though you are invisible to so many people, or if they see you at all, they see you in a negative light; but you are so much more than that, so much so that you aren't even that. You are so vantastic and I wish I could be with you to see you grow up into the person you are going to become. You make me laugh, and you've made me cry, but you've always known me, you really know me and you don't even realise it; I'll love you forever.
7. You've hurt me in ways that most people can't even fathom. And for so long I wondered why, and asked what I had done; you became all that I feared. But I've also seen you develope into a person full of warmth for others, and as I saw you start to change I hated it, and I wondered if you wree a better person, despite all the badness i saw in you. Then I realised that I was happy for you, because with your new found compassion came the chance for you to begin again if I let it go. You've become an awesome person, and it makes me glad beyond words that I know you will never do it again. I've lost my fear of you, but not what you did. I've grown and I've learned, and it has made me appreciate everything that I have, because it could all go away. . and so in a weird twisted way I should thank you, but that is something I don't think you will ever be able to earn from me.
8. I've given you such a hard time and you never deserved it. Maybe you could have done something different, but then I wouldn't be who I am-despite all my multitudes of faults and shameful moments I have learned or am learning from them all. And I thankyou for that. As I grow up and i look back more objectively, it makes me realise how incredibly amazing you are. I am stunned by all that i didn't see, and i am truly sorry that i didn't see it before.
9. I've grown separate from you over the years, which makes me sad. But I care for you so much. At one time you were the only thing I could count on at all, and then later you disappeared. I cried for so long, but eventually I realised that there was no need to be sad because you had given me so many things to be thankful for. It still makes me sad to think that I no longer know you, but it makes me much happier to know that i did at one time. I know that all your ambitions are within reach if you only stretch to grab them. Don't be passive in your own life, cause ultimately it's the only thing you have any amount of control over.
10. WOW!!! So much to say, but there aren't enough words to choose from. Seven/Eight months ago you didn't even know my name, or even that i existed. Now you mean so much to me, and I'm sure that i don't tell you that enough. You have so much to offer people that is hidden beneath the surface. I love you so much, and there is so much more to say but i don't how, you're amazing.
Ey-o!! I finished, and wow there are at least ten more people that i want to write on, but i must follow the rules :( This is really obvious as to whom i am speaking of, but only one of you could know them all (I think), other than that, the other nine should be realitively simple for a few of you. Much love to all!!