fucked up shit
everything is so fucked up. i mean what the fuck. timmy and i have been fighting and its not helping anything. and then my therepist made me talk about my brother which made me really depressed. so then when i got to school i curled up on the couch and started crying and like no one cared which made it worse again. i donno what the fuck is going on this year. carmelo has been gnoring me,and its like well as my therepist said. its loving someone that i really cared about and who really meant alot to me considering i "opened up" to him. i should have never trusted him. i cant beleive how fucked up this school year is. i hate it. i just wanna go home!