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[swimmer321]

sorry for the posts last night i was drunk....i haven't read it since i have been sober so i'm not sure what was said... but i do remember saying that i miss nic. well that is true. i miss what we had. things were going so well. i was happy again, and he got my mind off fred.. i know that sounds really bad but i need to see other people. i

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[swimmer321]

sometimes people have to risk things... yes he did leave me but now i'm going through the same thing and i know why he did it. believe me it wasn't easy for him to do that. he was done with school and just working two jobs...there was nothing here in ny for the type of work he wanted to do so he really had no choice but to leave. yes he had his friends and me here but feeling as if your going no where if you continue to stay here so really have no choice but to move. its really no different if he decided to go to college out of state. and about the girl things yes he has interest in a girl here it sucks but it happens. yeah it sucks but at the same time i'm meeting guys so its only fair. its not like he can have a relationship with her cause he does live in cali. we both are moving on. fred my best friend and he will always be there when i need him. when fred wanted to leave at first i just didn't understand but now i can honestly say i do. all i want is for him to be happy and when he was here he was just so disapointed in how things were going with the career part of life. i feel like this is a pointless reply back cause you have your point of view and thats not going to change no matter how much i try to defend him. i didn't realize this then but now that i look at him going to cali i have learned a lot about me and what i want. this has been hard but it will get easier. if things were met to be then it will work out in the end... u shouldn't leave your name as anonymous u should have more guts to tell me who you are. just because u don't agree with me doesn't mean you can't put your name....