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Bah, I'm in an incredibly bad mood. This mood is caused when the separate pieces of my life which usually fit together decently well and coexist in a manner that I can easily live with just don't. When times like these happen, it just seems that nothing is meant to be, like I am doing something or everything entirely wrong.
The reasons for my bad mood are as follows:
1. My grandfather has prostate cancer.
2. My dad's back has not gotten any better even after all of the injections he has had.
3. The school that is supposed to be diverse and treats everyone equal is insanely discriminatory.
a) Tomorrow is Erev Rosh Hashanah and I still have to go to the Eucharist (sp?) chapel. I spoke to Dr. Williams about it and she said if it bothered me to be in the chapel I could sit in the side chapel instead. Okay, even if I sit in the side chapel, I am still forced to listen to the chapel, stand up and and sit down when requested, and thus participate in something that is completely opposite what I believe in. (No offense meant to member of the Chapel Committee! I love yall!)
b) Rosh Hashanah is on Thursday and Friday and there are a bunch of things on those days.
i. Drawing of the freshman for freshman initiation is Thursday. (Luckily Mrs. Goodman is letting us Jews draw tomorrow.)
ii. Tech Project is due Thursday.
iii. Tests, papers, and quizzes happen both days.
4. We are not having anyone over for Rosh Hashanah dinner.
5. I am still not allowed to see my aunt, uncle, or baby cousin.
6. I didn't get to swim today.
7. College applications are stressing me out.
8. Other stuff that I can't put into words.
So yeah, I am not in a good mood and I don't expect to be in one for a while.
Oh, I did have one good thing happen today. Mary Llama gave me a gorgeous bottlecap necklace as a half-birthday present. I love you, Llama!!!! <3