A moment of ..
Time passes really fast.
Must have been at least 3 months since we met.
And I am happy, no matter how unhappy we were.
Making you happy had always been enjoying.
Seeing you smile just seems so different.
Not being able to see you even for just a day seems so difficult.
Not being able to not make you angry for just a day seems so hard.
Not being able for you to understand me completely for just a day seems so impossible.
If only our meeting of each other had no problems.
If only you had no restrictions.
If only you could show more about how you feel to me
if only you would know how i really feel at this point of time.
If only you could understand me completely and respond.
I just love you too much.
That you must understand.
Because if you don't, no one else will.
I know its hard for you to let your friends know about the existence of our relationship.
But have you ever considered how hard it is to hold on to what is considered nothing to them yet something to me.
I would have.
Girls have emotions.
But guys have emotions too.
At least to me.
I took time, alot of time before realizing how important love is to a person.
And I know saying I love you simply is not enough, for what comes with it is everything else.
That is why i'm always prepared, prepared to love you as much as i can.
Can you really see it, know it, feel it and respond to it. I asked.
I wake up everyday, telling myself to do my best, giving you every attention I have to spare.
Be it waking you up, doing things for you, go according to your wishes and making you happy.
But perhaps i had expected too much.
Because i love you more than myself.
The absence of your response always makes me feel contradicting.
Why must our relationship be so special, so different from the other couples.
I hate being special.
.
Am i defining love wrongly?
If I am wrong,
Please correct me.
Its so hard to define myself.
Must have been at least 3 months since we met.
And I am happy, no matter how unhappy we were.
Making you happy had always been enjoying.
Seeing you smile just seems so different.
Not being able to see you even for just a day seems so difficult.
Not being able to not make you angry for just a day seems so hard.
Not being able for you to understand me completely for just a day seems so impossible.
If only our meeting of each other had no problems.
If only you had no restrictions.
If only you could show more about how you feel to me
if only you would know how i really feel at this point of time.
If only you could understand me completely and respond.
I just love you too much.
That you must understand.
Because if you don't, no one else will.
I know its hard for you to let your friends know about the existence of our relationship.
But have you ever considered how hard it is to hold on to what is considered nothing to them yet something to me.
I would have.
Girls have emotions.
But guys have emotions too.
At least to me.
I took time, alot of time before realizing how important love is to a person.
And I know saying I love you simply is not enough, for what comes with it is everything else.
That is why i'm always prepared, prepared to love you as much as i can.
Can you really see it, know it, feel it and respond to it. I asked.
I wake up everyday, telling myself to do my best, giving you every attention I have to spare.
Be it waking you up, doing things for you, go according to your wishes and making you happy.
But perhaps i had expected too much.
Because i love you more than myself.
The absence of your response always makes me feel contradicting.
Why must our relationship be so special, so different from the other couples.
I hate being special.
.
Am i defining love wrongly?
If I am wrong,
Please correct me.
Its so hard to define myself.