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Its been around 2 weeks since i posted again.
I had to post.
So much feelings inside me i'm afraid i could not take it as more comes by.
Heavy feelings.
So complicated.
Feels like i'm out of breathe.
So many things to think for.
So many things to be considerate for.
Afraid to make her angry.
Afraid of repeating my mistakes.
Afraid that I have no time for her.
Afraid that she has no time for me.
Afraid that she would leave me.
Afraid that I would make her leave me.
So much afraids.
I tried.
I needed response.
More response.
Response to my feelings.
I don't care whether other people may talk about us.
I don't care about how people think about us.
I only want you to know that I really love you and i'm really willing to do things for you, care for you and be with you.
Will you?
[2:01:09 PM] CindyLok: and i seldom reply smses one - you usually do.
[2:01:11 PM] CindyLok: you should know what - i know that you do.
[2:01:15 PM] CindyLok: and my phone so lag - lag isn't really an excuse not being able to reply me.
[2:01:25 PM] CindyLok: see, you're acting up - because i've been petty once doesnt mean im trying to be petty again.
[2:05:26 PM] CindyLok: no need reply if not free those type - if you really care about the effort i did to message you.
[2:05:30 PM] CindyLok: but i read it already of course - of course, to you, i don't know.
I had to post.
So much feelings inside me i'm afraid i could not take it as more comes by.
Heavy feelings.
So complicated.
Feels like i'm out of breathe.
So many things to think for.
So many things to be considerate for.
Afraid to make her angry.
Afraid of repeating my mistakes.
Afraid that I have no time for her.
Afraid that she has no time for me.
Afraid that she would leave me.
Afraid that I would make her leave me.
So much afraids.
I tried.
I needed response.
More response.
Response to my feelings.
I don't care whether other people may talk about us.
I don't care about how people think about us.
I only want you to know that I really love you and i'm really willing to do things for you, care for you and be with you.
Will you?
[2:01:09 PM] CindyLok: and i seldom reply smses one - you usually do.
[2:01:11 PM] CindyLok: you should know what - i know that you do.
[2:01:15 PM] CindyLok: and my phone so lag - lag isn't really an excuse not being able to reply me.
[2:01:25 PM] CindyLok: see, you're acting up - because i've been petty once doesnt mean im trying to be petty again.
[2:05:26 PM] CindyLok: no need reply if not free those type - if you really care about the effort i did to message you.
[2:05:30 PM] CindyLok: but i read it already of course - of course, to you, i don't know.