give me mine back and then go there for all I care
Crazy and I could scream, or cry or murder the big mouths and insensitive pricks who pervade and perverse my existence. Play your fucking video games, and will you ever learn? No, I really don't think - in thinking I'm glad if you feel as if you've wasted two years of your life with me that I'm not wasting anymore of your precious video game playing time. Run to the jealous little twerp and have her spill her guts out of jealousy or anger or her own depreciating entirety. Who the fuck cares anymore? What is dead is dead and no I don't want to be your friend either if this is how you treat them. I'm not your object, your precious little piece of existence for you to cling to simply for the sense of ownership. All that I have done I have done for me and not you, and that makes you mad, makes you feel disrespected, fine. I am my own person without you and I can make decisions that I think are appropriate for ME. Yes, in case you forgot there is a me and no, you can't take my existence for granted any longer. Man I wish I could just leave, trust me this isn't my idea of a grand existence. I'm doing this for both of us, you non existent and me giving up. WHOO F"N HOO! There you go, I'm running and I'll make me the me I want to be and not the mother of a needy childish man. Call me names, tell me how much of your life I've ruined, cool... no, really... how many times have you said that before? Think about it? Maybe in all of your past relationships? Well, I guess this is simply rolling with the punches and playing the martyr once again. I gave up everything for you at 18, don't tell me about sacrifice and misery and sadness and wasted time. What did you lose? Honestly? I don't regret it, I'm not one to have many regrets, what I do I do for a reason. It was fun while it was fun but not any longer. So be it...