I WANT YOU TO:

[swept_offmyfeet]

smile around me
laugh around me
be yourself around me.

quit being fake. i want you to be happy.
that is my wish. make it happen.

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[swept_offmyfeet]

who said this ended up ruined? you won't give it a chance to get better kevin. all you say is 'this sucks, shes happy, she doesn't want me, we're never gunna work out'. blah blah blah! gosh i know its hard to deal with the whole me and james thing. i get jealous when i see you and girls, but i get jealous in a different way. i get jealous that they can be so close to you, and so personal, and i can't. i can't be like that with you and i don't understand why. are you afraid of being friends with me? does it just make you think of "way back when we were together stuff?" i just don't understand. and you act like time can't heal things. kevin, unless you love me,which i highly doubt,then i also highly doubt you'll like me for much longer. and maybe thats when we can let this friendship thing grow. i want to be able to spend weekends with you just hanging out and doing the crazy crap that i'm used to doing. you haven't given me a chance to show you my 'lets be crazy' side. the only thing you've seen from me is this emotional gayness. ugh. and i really just want this to stop, this whole jealousy thing. its realllly gay, and i hate for you to feel like that. i can't convince you obviously that things will get better. i've already told you that and you don't believe me, so whats the point? i told you i'm not going to keep pestering you, so i'll stop now. gosh you frustrate me.
don't put yourself down kevin, your a great guy and ... well yea.i'll stop.