I WANT YOU TO:

[swept_offmyfeet]

smile around me
laugh around me
be yourself around me.

quit being fake. i want you to be happy.
that is my wish. make it happen.

Comments

[live_journal000]

Everytime i try to be happy i always think of what we had then i become sad once again and thats just how my life everytime something good happens in my life it always ends up ruined somehow and i dont know how. I know my wish for you will come true and i hope yours can come true too. I am trying not to be fake also hints the note i told you what was goin on.

dixon

[swept_offmyfeet]

who said this ended up ruined? you won't give it a chance to get better kevin. all you say is 'this sucks, shes happy, she doesn't want me, we're never gunna work out'. blah blah blah! gosh i know its hard to deal with the whole me and james thing. i get jealous when i see you and girls, but i get jealous in a different way. i get jealous that they can be so close to you, and so personal, and i can't. i can't be like that with you and i don't understand why. are you afraid of being friends with me? does it just make you think of "way back when we were together stuff?" i just don't understand. and you act like time can't heal things. kevin, unless you love me,which i highly doubt,then i also highly doubt you'll like me for much longer. and maybe thats when we can let this friendship thing grow. i want to be able to spend weekends with you just hanging out and doing the crazy crap that i'm used to doing. you haven't given me a chance to show you my 'lets be crazy' side. the only thing you've seen from me is this emotional gayness. ugh.

[live_journal000]

It might be easy for you to get over this but i might not be that easy for me and i do think that me and you can be just friends. You just assumed that i want to be friends i just wish that i might not think of what we had everytime i see you and hang out with you and i really would like to see the crazy side but you never showed me and im sorry bout saturday.....

Dixon