Hello God. Why me?
Why me? Why must I allow myself to feel emotions? Why can't I just be hardened like other people are?
Once. Just once. That's all I ever asked for. To feel the glow, the happiness, the sweet feelings of being in love. Why must I yet again be the one to feel the bitterness, the anger, the hurt.? I think back to a very cold day in November of last year, and part of me wishes it never would have happened. But a bigger part of me knows it's better to have loved and lost. But why? What have I done to the God's that be? What have I done to deserve all this?
Once. Just once. That's all I ever asked for. To feel the glow, the happiness, the sweet feelings of being in love. Why must I yet again be the one to feel the bitterness, the anger, the hurt.? I think back to a very cold day in November of last year, and part of me wishes it never would have happened. But a bigger part of me knows it's better to have loved and lost. But why? What have I done to the God's that be? What have I done to deserve all this?