You know we've gotta go our seperate ways.
Hmm..I feel somewhat depressed. I mean I'm so happy right now. Other than yesterday's scare of an asthma attack and then being told something was wrong with my heart and going to the hospital in an ambulace and being there from 12:30 to 8, life's been great. They say everything they thought was wrong was just brought on by stress...fighting with friends...being scared...being nervious before performing and before they announce the awards...not getting school work in on time..missing people (Alex, Arianna, old friends and those who've passed)...worring about losing people...ect. He says I'm just being over worked big time and I'm trying to take too much on as a 16 year old. He said stay out of stressful and dramatic situations and not to over-work myself at guard. I didn't go to school today. I didn't have stuff finished that was due today. And I was just so tired. I feel bad that I've missed 2 days of Guard practice, but what can I do? Especiall because we have 4 performances this weekend! I'll be there tomorrow for sure though. 5-8:30. I'm just going to have to stay through...I can't get back there by 5. I have a real bad bruse on my arm from the IV. That shit hurt like a bitch! I cried so hard!
Sunday was mine and Alex one month!! Although, we didn't talk at all that day because I was with Noey and then went home and went right to sleep. It's okay though...she knows I love her.
I don't feel like updating anymore.
But I love how you don't talk or even hardly look at me for weeks and then all the sudden want to be friends and have everything fine again. It doesn't work like that. It really doesn't work like that. You were fine without me before so you'll still be fine now. And good luck between you and her. Way to break promises. I could care less anymore. But I hope she rips your heart into shreads.
I love my friends. =]
AndIloveyouAlex!!<33
Sunday was mine and Alex one month!! Although, we didn't talk at all that day because I was with Noey and then went home and went right to sleep. It's okay though...she knows I love her.
I don't feel like updating anymore.
But I love how you don't talk or even hardly look at me for weeks and then all the sudden want to be friends and have everything fine again. It doesn't work like that. It really doesn't work like that. You were fine without me before so you'll still be fine now. And good luck between you and her. Way to break promises. I could care less anymore. But I hope she rips your heart into shreads.
I love my friends. =]
AndIloveyouAlex!!<33