money turns the world..
My life is in turmoil once again. I can't even see straight thinking about it. My mom wants me, ray, and her to move out of our home for a while because things have gotten so rocky between her and my step father..and his kids. This wasn't the magleora's house to begin with. I grew up here, and now i'm going to have live somewhere else. Where will we go? My family can't sustain a roof over our heads with just one parent, when it was just us before we barely scratched by. weeks with no water to shower, weeks with little food, i can't go back to that life and i can't afford to take care of a family. Where are we going to stay with a little money budget..motel 6? my grandmothers? My uncle has an apt. that he is trying to lease my mom said that maybe my uncle would let us sleep there for a couple days till this blows over..we'd sleep in sleeping bags on the hard floor. i feel so pathetic..
I cut today. i haven't done that since last summer..I just feel like i'd be one less burden to bare for my mom. altho, when i told her i wanted to die she said she couldn't even afford to bury me. i'm no good.
If any one knows of any work out there, i need a second job. I think i'm going to need it to help my family my real family..not these pieces of shit called the magleoras.
I cut today. i haven't done that since last summer..I just feel like i'd be one less burden to bare for my mom. altho, when i told her i wanted to die she said she couldn't even afford to bury me. i'm no good.
If any one knows of any work out there, i need a second job. I think i'm going to need it to help my family my real family..not these pieces of shit called the magleoras.