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DaNg!!! i have no idea where to begin- let's see- the weekend... it was great!
i had dance on saturday for over 4 hours and on sunday for over 6 hours- but it was totally worth it! the teacher worked me to death and i can barely move, but hey- who needs to move easily? so yea- that night was a totally different story- let's just say that i forgot all about my aching muscles... and my car was my refuge for the night! Alesia, Heather and I all chilled together awhile and went to scuggy's house- which was alot of craziness. there were so many f*ckin people there! i'm so glad i was out before the cops rolled up- i would have been in a shitload of trouble eventhough i didn't drink or nething... parents-errr... i'm so glad i'm 18- i'm going to tiki bob's sat. i think w/ some friends... i registered to vote and i already voted in the pre-election- kerrys up by 20%. but yea- i'm so glad that me and alesia hung out sat.- it was definately the most fun i've had in a while- she's so much fun! i never would have thought we would have hung out- it's funny how people become friends... i think i might have suprised everyone at the party- like normally i wear t-shirt and jeans to school, but i dressed for a club on sat. night and woah- i got real freaked out- it was funny! wow- i've got some really mixed emotions going on right now- things about the past and things about the future are all kinda running together- memories that i thought i had erased from my mind are like creepin' up on me... i wrote a poem type- deal about it all and i might post it tomorrow- there's just so much on my mind and it all confuses me. like, i'm a senior- and i was thinkin' the other day- these are the last few months that i will actually get hang out with these poeple. thats crazy! then i was thinking about old relationships and as much as i hate to be tied down, i really kinda miss that security of knowing that someone wants to be with you and hold you. but then again- why get into something that will lead to pain in the end. but then, why not take that chance? AHHHAHH!!! CONFUSION!!! then i was thinking about sat. night- about how all the guys there were like "damn- thats katie" and then at school- its totally different- then i go back to the thought that i'm a senior and i shouldn't have to worry about all this high school bullshit- but i do- but why do i- more than likely, i'll never see these people again! geeze- this is all so frustrating. to top it off- a certain someone called me and confused me even more- damn- i confuse myself.... i gotta go
i had dance on saturday for over 4 hours and on sunday for over 6 hours- but it was totally worth it! the teacher worked me to death and i can barely move, but hey- who needs to move easily? so yea- that night was a totally different story- let's just say that i forgot all about my aching muscles... and my car was my refuge for the night! Alesia, Heather and I all chilled together awhile and went to scuggy's house- which was alot of craziness. there were so many f*ckin people there! i'm so glad i was out before the cops rolled up- i would have been in a shitload of trouble eventhough i didn't drink or nething... parents-errr... i'm so glad i'm 18- i'm going to tiki bob's sat. i think w/ some friends... i registered to vote and i already voted in the pre-election- kerrys up by 20%. but yea- i'm so glad that me and alesia hung out sat.- it was definately the most fun i've had in a while- she's so much fun! i never would have thought we would have hung out- it's funny how people become friends... i think i might have suprised everyone at the party- like normally i wear t-shirt and jeans to school, but i dressed for a club on sat. night and woah- i got real freaked out- it was funny! wow- i've got some really mixed emotions going on right now- things about the past and things about the future are all kinda running together- memories that i thought i had erased from my mind are like creepin' up on me... i wrote a poem type- deal about it all and i might post it tomorrow- there's just so much on my mind and it all confuses me. like, i'm a senior- and i was thinkin' the other day- these are the last few months that i will actually get hang out with these poeple. thats crazy! then i was thinking about old relationships and as much as i hate to be tied down, i really kinda miss that security of knowing that someone wants to be with you and hold you. but then again- why get into something that will lead to pain in the end. but then, why not take that chance? AHHHAHH!!! CONFUSION!!! then i was thinking about sat. night- about how all the guys there were like "damn- thats katie" and then at school- its totally different- then i go back to the thought that i'm a senior and i shouldn't have to worry about all this high school bullshit- but i do- but why do i- more than likely, i'll never see these people again! geeze- this is all so frustrating. to top it off- a certain someone called me and confused me even more- damn- i confuse myself.... i gotta go