can hardly hold my head up
I keep erasing things, and my little heart is breaking. My selfishness and stubborness has caught up with me.
tears just keep falling. and thoughts keep repeating themselves. I keep thinking about this time last year. I was in Disney, and I had only met Josh once ever before. I was smitten. I still am.. Now, a year later.. I'm horrible, and hes still the best thing in my life.
How did we get here? How the hell..?
Still I pray to God
this song will end happily
So I offer you a place to rest
and forget yourself
In my arms tonight
-- Rufus Wainwright.
tears just keep falling. and thoughts keep repeating themselves. I keep thinking about this time last year. I was in Disney, and I had only met Josh once ever before. I was smitten. I still am.. Now, a year later.. I'm horrible, and hes still the best thing in my life.
How did we get here? How the hell..?
Still I pray to God
this song will end happily
So I offer you a place to rest
and forget yourself
In my arms tonight
-- Rufus Wainwright.