whose gonna wanna read that?
I'm in Josh's living room again. He's doing laundry again. It's a familar picture. I'm still working at the bookstore, OF COURSE i did not get the job at urban. or anywhere else I applied. I'm going to try Gap, the new H&M, Gap Outlet, and some pretty shitty places by my apartment. which I hate. with a passion. It's not home, no where near home. I do like my big fluffy bed. and digital cable and all. I guess. Id trade it all for home, and last summer. When Romance was fresh, and my heart was still warm.
I have some serious soul searching to do. I'm just not who I was, and although that pains me to admit, I am right now. I am not the same. I don't know how obvious it is, or if anyone but Josh has noticed, but I have begun to accept it. I need to lighten up, and be myself. you know.. relax. I guess. I have no idea what I'm talking about to be honest. I do have to watch my mouth more because I don't think before I speak. I never have, but I believe 20 years old is a good time to start. Right? I mean, I actually have been working on it, and it may be slight, but I have noticed myself actually doing it- too slight to notice? perhaps, but its encouraging for myself.
Time to head back to Philadelphia once more. Work in the morning. Back to reality, as shitty as it is right now.
Rose A. Chiocchi
I have some serious soul searching to do. I'm just not who I was, and although that pains me to admit, I am right now. I am not the same. I don't know how obvious it is, or if anyone but Josh has noticed, but I have begun to accept it. I need to lighten up, and be myself. you know.. relax. I guess. I have no idea what I'm talking about to be honest. I do have to watch my mouth more because I don't think before I speak. I never have, but I believe 20 years old is a good time to start. Right? I mean, I actually have been working on it, and it may be slight, but I have noticed myself actually doing it- too slight to notice? perhaps, but its encouraging for myself.
Time to head back to Philadelphia once more. Work in the morning. Back to reality, as shitty as it is right now.
Rose A. Chiocchi