Calling into the dark
God, I miss you. I wish I could be and feel close to you. I feel so alone in the universe, so displaced. I want to be safe...
I don't know how to change where I am. I can't lie to myself; I want to honestly believe. I don't know what kind of person I should be -- or if it even matters. I don't really like where this path leads, but I feel stuck on it.
Help. If you have something deep and purposeful for me in this life, please help me understand. If you have a will for me, won't you let me know? I don't deserve it, but if you are a God who touches in love and mercy, then I desperately need your touch.
So much has slipped away from my spirit in the last year...
I love you. Help me find Truth and Peace.
Melinda