Mar 23, 2005 14:34
If I tell my ex-boyfriend that I don't want to know who he messed around with.... I fucking mean it. If I don't want to share who I "messed" around with, I am serious. He let me know what he did and who he did it with and now I am so..... AAAAHHHHH!!!! #$^%^@@@%%^$
RESPECT my wishes. There is a reason why I did not want him to tell me he kissed that girl. Ignorance is bliss!!!!! I swear it. Now, I have lost all respect for her and she is a horrible person. No, wait, all of the girls that he kissed last week are horrible. Not only that, feel bad about myself.
You know,no matter what I have done since he and I broke up, the way I felt about him did not change. So, that is why I do not feel it is necessary to share our private matter. He and I think differently about relationships and always will. I can let things happen without emotions getting involved. He cannot. It does not make me less of a person. It just makes me like every other girl that I know.
So now I am pissed but I have learned my lesson. Don't ask, don't tell. If you ask, you will get a big fat "None of your fucking business!!!!!" In the face!!