Dec 04, 2005 10:42
i seriousely am SOOO in LOVE with Andrew Ryan Colburn and i have NEVER felt this way about anyone in my entire life... nobody has ever treated me like this ever.. he treats me like im a fuckin princess and i am more beautiful and perfect then i even see myself... i know this is real and i know for sure this is all going to work out.. all he needed was for one girl to be there for him through everything and never leave his side & luckily i decided to let him into my life instead of Bj and give him a chance even after all the things i heard.. and he ended up being the guy i have waited for :)
so he wrote me wednesday and it was the best letter ive got in a while... Nick decided to write him and tell him how i had some "fun" with Bj and Shawn a whileee back since it was his nigga and he forgot lol.. and i knew andrew wud trip cuz it was the 2nd time hearin sumthing like this.. so i got all emotional and i wrote him exactly how i felt.. and i told him when u love someone u forgive them and i named off a buncha things that he has done to hurt me in his past and how i still stuck around and how he means so much to me and everything..
so he wrote me back and he said he was so fuckin close to saying peace to me and he said thanks for being here for him hru everything and writen him and taken time out of my day and caring about him so much.. and i was happy because i made him smile and he said its reallly hard to make him smile in there :) he said i seem to be the down ass bitch he has been lookin for and he said he is going to be here for me and thats a guarantee with a warranty hehe!!! and he promised me everything will be PERFECT one day... EVERYTHING!! and he hasnt been saying i love you lately cuz hes been mad at me kind of.. and he finny said at the end..... i Love You Kristen
aww ive never been so happy...
i am soo in love with him :)