HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!
im 17 cuz its my birthday hehe...
but it was the worst one i ever had
i cried so hard i never wanted to die so bad in my life
it doesnt even seem like today was my birthday
i wanna cry right now just thinkin about how bad it was
GODDDDD MY LIFES SOO FUCKED UP!!!
my mom just loves to fuck up the best day of the year for me
thank god sarah was there bcuz for the first time in my life i actually had one of my best friends sittin there huggin me and helpin me... none of my other girls have ever done that!! her and LD made my night better...
we went out to eat and went to danielles with my cuzin and ppl
and i got to see paul wall too so that was tighhhhtttt :) :)
and my dad bought me a new tiffany ring it was cute i felt bad :/
--> but the one thing today that made me happy was i got a letter from Andrew and all it said was how he wanted to send it out cuz it wud get to me on exactly my bday and he didnt have alotta time but he wanted me to know that he wishes i have the best birthday and he wud do anything to be with me today... and that he LOVES ME!!! i almost cried :(
i was actually thinkin he wud 4get but he didnt!!!!!! he is the one guy who ill start to doubt and then he will do something or surprise me with what i was dreaming and wishing for.. he like saves my day!! i love him and i swear i have the bestest most sweetest boyfriend in the world and i wouldnt trade him for anything...
I LOVE YOU ANDREW
but it was the worst one i ever had
i cried so hard i never wanted to die so bad in my life
it doesnt even seem like today was my birthday
i wanna cry right now just thinkin about how bad it was
GODDDDD MY LIFES SOO FUCKED UP!!!
my mom just loves to fuck up the best day of the year for me
thank god sarah was there bcuz for the first time in my life i actually had one of my best friends sittin there huggin me and helpin me... none of my other girls have ever done that!! her and LD made my night better...
we went out to eat and went to danielles with my cuzin and ppl
and i got to see paul wall too so that was tighhhhtttt :) :)
and my dad bought me a new tiffany ring it was cute i felt bad :/
--> but the one thing today that made me happy was i got a letter from Andrew and all it said was how he wanted to send it out cuz it wud get to me on exactly my bday and he didnt have alotta time but he wanted me to know that he wishes i have the best birthday and he wud do anything to be with me today... and that he LOVES ME!!! i almost cried :(
i was actually thinkin he wud 4get but he didnt!!!!!! he is the one guy who ill start to doubt and then he will do something or surprise me with what i was dreaming and wishing for.. he like saves my day!! i love him and i swear i have the bestest most sweetest boyfriend in the world and i wouldnt trade him for anything...
I LOVE YOU ANDREW