doing better
Today was my first day alone without Jack here-he had to go to work. I was lonely. I stayed in bed till after 10-I never do that. But I did get out and go to Rome to eat lunch with him. Got a little sad on my way back from lunch with him-I didn't want him to go back to work.
Then I went to Walmart to get the tires rotated on the Taco (its only 1.50 per tire there...the dealer wants $10 per tire!) I got invites for Sam's baby shower-I know at first i thought I wasn't going to be able to do it, but she's one of my best friends, and I LOVE throwing parties for babies...even before they're born. Baby showers are more fun to throw and cheaper than throwing bridal showers. Anyhow, I got cute little boy invites cause she's having a boy in December. I avoided the baby section like the plague-I couldn't stand going over there and looking at things-even for her baby-right now. In a couple weeks I will be able to deal with buying Austin (that's going to be his name) baby stuff...just not right now. I don't want to cry in Walmart!!
I think I'm doing okay. I am not going back to work on Friday. I am too emotionally up and down for that-trying to deal with work and my emotions would be too much right now. Monday will be a better day for me to go back. It was good to get out of the house and drive myself around today anyhow. I didn't realize how TIRED I would be after that procedure. I am a bit scared of what my copays are going to be...I hope that I get some benefit from AFLAC.
Well, Ihave to get doing homework and watch the debate.
Then I went to Walmart to get the tires rotated on the Taco (its only 1.50 per tire there...the dealer wants $10 per tire!) I got invites for Sam's baby shower-I know at first i thought I wasn't going to be able to do it, but she's one of my best friends, and I LOVE throwing parties for babies...even before they're born. Baby showers are more fun to throw and cheaper than throwing bridal showers. Anyhow, I got cute little boy invites cause she's having a boy in December. I avoided the baby section like the plague-I couldn't stand going over there and looking at things-even for her baby-right now. In a couple weeks I will be able to deal with buying Austin (that's going to be his name) baby stuff...just not right now. I don't want to cry in Walmart!!
I think I'm doing okay. I am not going back to work on Friday. I am too emotionally up and down for that-trying to deal with work and my emotions would be too much right now. Monday will be a better day for me to go back. It was good to get out of the house and drive myself around today anyhow. I didn't realize how TIRED I would be after that procedure. I am a bit scared of what my copays are going to be...I hope that I get some benefit from AFLAC.
Well, Ihave to get doing homework and watch the debate.