Jan 31, 2009 16:38
20yrs old
in debt
not happy with job
still wants to travel
wants to be in love
my mom is one of my best friends
xmas cards make me cry.
I got a good tax return and i have a choice
use it to go home
Or
save it and add to it monthly and go home later with more money
one of the main things id hate to experience is to go back home and still need help from my parents. Still have the need to ask for money having them pay for dinner. Ive been on my own for a year now, im finally making some decent money,
im at point where i can actually pay all my bills ALL BY MYSELF
And hopefully in a month or so i can start helping my parents in return.
For once i want to help them.
I want to come home and take my sisters shopping take my parents out to dinner.
I want to go to reno and have it be on me.
IF im start i can do all of this. It just takes a sacrifice.
I want to be home NOW. but financial its not the right time.
My taxes came out great and if im smart i could use it as a starting point.
For the most part in life ive been spoiled wanted what i wanted and somehow to whoevers expense i had it. I want to take full responsibility of my wants and needs and for once im willing to say no to what i want for something i think could be better.
Even though staying here longer is going to be horrible i want to go home and show my parents i have grown up not just with money but with this decision alone.
My goal: Home for my 21st Birthday.