nothing is what it seems

[sweetness1605]

i knew this would happen i knew it. i told myself not to get attached and that i couldnt possibly get attached and i fucking did. fuck me royaly!!!! so he didn't say but 2 words to me the whole night and when he left early he gave everyone a hug but me and didn't even say bye or anything. well then i asked tj to talk to him and find out some stuff

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[sweetness1605]

well tj should have told me instead of lying to me and you had nothing to do with it so i have no idea why the hell he told you but i had to say something to him. he's lucky i didn't yell at him cuz some trust was lost with him too. i'm supposed to be his friend and he's gonna tell my friend and not even tell me when it concerns me and not you. no offense. but he lied to me, i asked him what was going on cuz i was getting brain fucked and he couldn't even tell me. thats bullshit and yes i'm pissed about it but there's nothing i can do. i know i promised and broke it but if you were me you'd have done the same thing. like i said i'm so sorry i broke that promise but i needed to know for my own sake what the hell happened and what the fuck was said so i dont eat myself up over it like i was before i knew. my point is if you have something to tell me, dont lie to me about it, dont cover it up, and all that bullshit cuz if you tell me like it is then i'll be over it faster than thinking about it constantly and still wondering stuff. get what i'm saying? but i'm gonna go be with mom so call me after school. <3