Jun 17, 2005 04:08
-Hey kids... Taken from another Xanga. Plz read...
"-Hey kids. Wow another update so soon? Ya... why not? It wont be as long so ur ass wont havta be as comfortable but then again "long" to me might not be "long" to all of u. (sry my minds in the gutter rite now but... ya). Anyways lets get startd...
I figured that I might as well update now b4 I look at every1 else's xangas so I dont get wrappd up in all that shit. Anyways not much has rly changed, but Ill tell ya what has I guess. Lets start with...
My strive to look perfect. Its actually working! I went to the Y yesterday + workd out (by myself 4 once). I only ate ice cream that day. Then today I woke up late so I didnt eat anything + only drank a bottle of Gatorade. Ive already lost 2 lbs + I can actually SEE a difference since a few wks ago. Oh its amazing + I LOVE it! I was thinking bout it in the shower today (weird Ik). But looking in the mirror actually gave me more confidence! But Im NOT stopping there. Absolutely not! Theres fat to be ridded of + weight to be lost. Im determined this time. Nothings gonna shake this, I SWEAR!
Omg family guys on! Taking a break...
Sorry Im back. I just did 400 crunches + lost .5 lbs already! Yessss! Ik weight fluctuates but Im on my way to perfection! Ah I love it! Anyways... Back to my new eating philosophy. I have sworn off of fast food for... forever I guess, unless Im gettin a salad, a drink, or ice cream. Thats IT! No fast food fries, burgers, chicken fingers, anything! I had 2 chicken nuggets + a bite of Dans McChicken yesterday. That might be ok but Im NEVER buying myself a meal of all that fat. Ugh. You can practically taste the fat as you chew + swallow! Anyways sorry. Thats pretty disturbing. Ok well Im on my way to perfection + so far its lookin good. I even entered an online contest to lose 4 lbs by Sunday. Only 1.5 lbs more to go... + then more. Moving on...
I finishd my James Patterson book last nite (technically this morning). Omg SO good! I wanna meet that guy + tell him he's amazing! I get practically emotionally involvd in the story. I wish some of the characters were alive cuz I feel like Id get along w/some of them so well, especially the female cop in the book I jus finishd. Amazing... + my dad has so many more! I cant wait to start another 1. Just for the record, this is the most excitd Ive EVER been about reading. Itd be nice for it to stay this way. Maybe Ill start a new 1 tonight... Meh not rly in the mood. Continuing...
I talkd to Chris today online. He seems occupied enough + I thought I was bothering him. He said I wasnt but his girlfriend thinks Im a big annoyance. Apparently just the facts that I exist + like him bother her. Well I rly cant help those things but I hope she'll deal. Idk what to do about that. He was pissd that I droppd out + rly thinks I should go back in the fall. I highly doubt thats gonna happen but he seems to think thats the best way. Ya thats like the 1 thing I dont like about him... Not very open-minded. Anyways he said he'd havta think about anything going on btween us. I told him that was fine. I mean I feel like the biggest annoyance + burden to the kid if I always need to mention this. Who knows. Ill keep ya updatd if that goes anywhere. Still moving on...
O I was rly happy today. Why? I was talkin to my friend Derek + we decided that we're gonna chill on Friday. I never told u this. Me + Derek used to rly like each other back in like... Nov. 2004 but then I got back together w/Adam so that droppd. Im rly happy that we still talk though + that we're gonna chill. Hes rly nice + smart + ALWAYS talkative. Ik we'll NEVER have a dull conversation lol. Ill keep yall postd still. Still moving on...
Me + Adam had an argument today. We're not sure what to do about ourselves rly. I mean we both know we want more, but we dk what to do. I told him we shud just be friends but we both know that we cant JUST be friends. Its basically impossible. So we're stuck. Ugh it sucks. Idk. Again Ill keep ya postd...
Oooh so yesterday I went shopping at Target w/Dawn, Paige + Becca. Heh. Well that was an experience. We went to the new Target since it was closer. Now we were shopping for senior gifts. You figured since we're shopping for teenagers we'd get something like picture frames or nice things for their dorms + all that nice cute stuff. Um... no. Whatd we end up gettin?! Like Cloroz wipes, Glade Plug-In air fresheners, aerosol spray, extra plug things for the wall, fans, + lint brushes! Um wtf? We're not cleaning a gross hardware store! We're giving ppl gifts! The only good thing we got them was candy. Ugh all Ik is that if I got that shit... Id give ½ of it to my mom so she can clean! Ik its practical but wheres the fun? Wtf North Attleboro. You + your practical ppl suck...
So after the disastrous shopping trip (or so I thought), I just wantd to go work out but 1st I had a talk w/Becca about the school thing... Or lack there of. She seems to think that Ill be missing out on a lot if I dont go back to school this upcoming fall too. Damnt. However I was appreciative that she was willing to give me advice + offer her opinion for me to consider. That was nice. + then I went + workd out. That was even better...
As far as Ik Im done. O + I didnt go to the beach today cuz me + Dan agreed itd be too cold. We're hoping for next week... Maybe on Monday. + tomorrow I get to go return the rest of my books to the school. Mmm. Fun... Sense the sarcasm? You shud if you dont. Ok ya thats rly enough. This update was too close to the other 1. We'll talk soon. Lata kids.*-
love always,
~*Missy*~"
That was my entry from yesterday. I have a newer 1 but Ill post that next time. Ok time 4 Freecell, wash up 4 bed, a word search + then sleep. ttyl* lata kids! (:-
love always,
~*Missy*~