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*sigh* im having like.. the worst week in the world that i cant even BEGIN to explain...:-(
mOBSCENE 1569: thank u serg. for hurting my feelings and telling kelly that she is so much better than me and that i am ugly.
SuPerBarRerA: escuse me?
mOBSCENE 1569: the conversation u had with kelly on the phone
mOBSCENE 1569: when you said 'see dianna is just.. not pretty, but you are beautiful kelly'
mOBSCENE 1569: .....
SuPerBarRerA: i apologize for hurting your feelings. i am very sorry.
mOBSCENE 1569: it hurt me alot. bc u made it seem like she is so much better, i KNOW she is. but to say that i am ugly, just made me feel like crap.
SuPerBarRerA: u have all right to be pissed. and well, i said wat i said maybe by bein caught up in the moment and i take respinsibility for it
mOBSCENE 1569: but im used to it by now
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, i understand. it just hurt. and i figured i would talk to u about it before anyone else
mOBSCENE 1569: :-(
SuPerBarRerA: this is dianna speakin right?
mOBSCENE 1569: yea
SuPerBarRerA: we can talk. if u want. i guess its one of those situations where u get carried away. and im very sorry D
SuPerBarRerA: i cant blame it on anyone really...i fucked up and im sorry :-(
mOBSCENE 1569: im just tired of ppl making fun of me bc the way that i look. i KNOW im ugly. ppl dont need to constantly tell me that.
mOBSCENE 1569: its alright sergio. i understand that ppl get cought up in the moment..
SuPerBarRerA: this whole situation kinda sux.....and well bein caught up in it is tought u and kel r my friends ......
SuPerBarRerA: tough*
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, i know. i dont want/need ppl to b involved that arent involved. its between me and kelly and thats it. no one else. it just sucks tho., bc i dont want a guy to come between us
mOBSCENE 1569: we are like best friends
mOBSCENE 1569: this whole situation is just stupid
SuPerBarRerA: i kno thats wat bothers me bout it. and then i see one of u upset and then the other one and it comes to the point u try and make sum1 feel better at sum1 elses expense which is wat happenned.
SuPerBarRerA: :-\
mOBSCENE 1569: ya i know. it sux so badly. i hate this i hate fighting with ppl
SuPerBarRerA: have to talked directly to kelly bout it?
mOBSCENE 1569: yea, many times
mOBSCENE 1569: i cant help who i like sergio, i just cant
SuPerBarRerA: cuz that might just settle it out and keep ppl from making dumbass ignorant comments kinda like mine
mOBSCENE 1569: i try to. but its something u cant control. ive talked to her about it , and i thought everything was alright, and then she turned around and hadto tell logan about it and all that other shit. and it jus tmade me mad
SuPerBarRerA: are you still with aaron?
mOBSCENE 1569: yes
mOBSCENE 1569: and its not like im guna break up with aaron
mOBSCENE 1569: i dont plan on doing ne thing
mOBSCENE 1569: nothing is going to happen
SuPerBarRerA: well ur a good person and id trust wat u just said. kel can just go by trust alone u kno. i mean i dont kno u very deeply but wat i do kno of u is that i can count on u. so if thats how u view it i dont get wat the big problem is
SuPerBarRerA: see.....the thing is, theres always two different stories to everything
mOBSCENE 1569: its the problem that kel has. she thinks im trying to 'sabotage' her relationship with josh. and she doesnt think im happy for her
mOBSCENE 1569: wen i am.
SuPerBarRerA: and well half the tie ppl r more focussed on whos right or wrong instead of just getting everything solved and dealt wit
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, i have figured that out. and i friggen hate it
mOBSCENE 1569: exactly.
mOBSCENE 1569: i just want her to know that im not trying to ruin her life
mOBSCENE 1569: and that i AM happy for her
mOBSCENE 1569: i REALLY honestly am
SuPerBarRerA: well there u go
SuPerBarRerA: i mean bout not bein able to help who u like, i mean thats normal
mOBSCENE 1569: but she has a hard time believing that
mOBSCENE 1569: exactly. and she knew i liked him even before they started dating
SuPerBarRerA: i mean nothing wrong with being with sum1 else's couple if u have self control
mOBSCENE 1569: exctly
mOBSCENE 1569: and i love kelly, but josh is my friend to
SuPerBarRerA: yea its true.
mOBSCENE 1569: right. ugh. this whole thing is just one big mess
mOBSCENE 1569: and then logan told kelly that she would kick my ass.
mOBSCENE 1569: or something to that extent
mOBSCENE 1569: and im just like what the hell?
SuPerBarRerA: ur a pretty direct person and uve probly told kelly things like they are. many times she doesnt say exactly how she feels which might have been the problem in this case. and well its not a helpless situation
SuPerBarRerA: but things like these r time bombs, the more time that goes by wthout settling the worse
mOBSCENE 1569: i know. and i hate that she cant just tell ME whats wrong. its not like im guna kill her. i would try my best o understand.
mOBSCENE 1569: yeah i know :-/
SuPerBarRerA: i mean ill be my honest colombian self lol and u have a strong personality which can be intimidating but ur both friends so i dont think it should be a problem
mOBSCENE 1569: lol colombian. haha
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, and i dont WANT it to be a problem
mOBSCENE 1569: thank u serg. for hurting my feelings and telling kelly that she is so much better than me and that i am ugly.
SuPerBarRerA: escuse me?
mOBSCENE 1569: the conversation u had with kelly on the phone
mOBSCENE 1569: when you said 'see dianna is just.. not pretty, but you are beautiful kelly'
mOBSCENE 1569: .....
SuPerBarRerA: i apologize for hurting your feelings. i am very sorry.
mOBSCENE 1569: it hurt me alot. bc u made it seem like she is so much better, i KNOW she is. but to say that i am ugly, just made me feel like crap.
SuPerBarRerA: u have all right to be pissed. and well, i said wat i said maybe by bein caught up in the moment and i take respinsibility for it
mOBSCENE 1569: but im used to it by now
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, i understand. it just hurt. and i figured i would talk to u about it before anyone else
mOBSCENE 1569: :-(
SuPerBarRerA: this is dianna speakin right?
mOBSCENE 1569: yea
SuPerBarRerA: we can talk. if u want. i guess its one of those situations where u get carried away. and im very sorry D
SuPerBarRerA: i cant blame it on anyone really...i fucked up and im sorry :-(
mOBSCENE 1569: im just tired of ppl making fun of me bc the way that i look. i KNOW im ugly. ppl dont need to constantly tell me that.
mOBSCENE 1569: its alright sergio. i understand that ppl get cought up in the moment..
SuPerBarRerA: this whole situation kinda sux.....and well bein caught up in it is tought u and kel r my friends ......
SuPerBarRerA: tough*
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, i know. i dont want/need ppl to b involved that arent involved. its between me and kelly and thats it. no one else. it just sucks tho., bc i dont want a guy to come between us
mOBSCENE 1569: we are like best friends
mOBSCENE 1569: this whole situation is just stupid
SuPerBarRerA: i kno thats wat bothers me bout it. and then i see one of u upset and then the other one and it comes to the point u try and make sum1 feel better at sum1 elses expense which is wat happenned.
SuPerBarRerA: :-\
mOBSCENE 1569: ya i know. it sux so badly. i hate this i hate fighting with ppl
SuPerBarRerA: have to talked directly to kelly bout it?
mOBSCENE 1569: yea, many times
mOBSCENE 1569: i cant help who i like sergio, i just cant
SuPerBarRerA: cuz that might just settle it out and keep ppl from making dumbass ignorant comments kinda like mine
mOBSCENE 1569: i try to. but its something u cant control. ive talked to her about it , and i thought everything was alright, and then she turned around and hadto tell logan about it and all that other shit. and it jus tmade me mad
SuPerBarRerA: are you still with aaron?
mOBSCENE 1569: yes
mOBSCENE 1569: and its not like im guna break up with aaron
mOBSCENE 1569: i dont plan on doing ne thing
mOBSCENE 1569: nothing is going to happen
SuPerBarRerA: well ur a good person and id trust wat u just said. kel can just go by trust alone u kno. i mean i dont kno u very deeply but wat i do kno of u is that i can count on u. so if thats how u view it i dont get wat the big problem is
SuPerBarRerA: see.....the thing is, theres always two different stories to everything
mOBSCENE 1569: its the problem that kel has. she thinks im trying to 'sabotage' her relationship with josh. and she doesnt think im happy for her
mOBSCENE 1569: wen i am.
SuPerBarRerA: and well half the tie ppl r more focussed on whos right or wrong instead of just getting everything solved and dealt wit
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, i have figured that out. and i friggen hate it
mOBSCENE 1569: exactly.
mOBSCENE 1569: i just want her to know that im not trying to ruin her life
mOBSCENE 1569: and that i AM happy for her
mOBSCENE 1569: i REALLY honestly am
SuPerBarRerA: well there u go
SuPerBarRerA: i mean bout not bein able to help who u like, i mean thats normal
mOBSCENE 1569: but she has a hard time believing that
mOBSCENE 1569: exactly. and she knew i liked him even before they started dating
SuPerBarRerA: i mean nothing wrong with being with sum1 else's couple if u have self control
mOBSCENE 1569: exctly
mOBSCENE 1569: and i love kelly, but josh is my friend to
SuPerBarRerA: yea its true.
mOBSCENE 1569: right. ugh. this whole thing is just one big mess
mOBSCENE 1569: and then logan told kelly that she would kick my ass.
mOBSCENE 1569: or something to that extent
mOBSCENE 1569: and im just like what the hell?
SuPerBarRerA: ur a pretty direct person and uve probly told kelly things like they are. many times she doesnt say exactly how she feels which might have been the problem in this case. and well its not a helpless situation
SuPerBarRerA: but things like these r time bombs, the more time that goes by wthout settling the worse
mOBSCENE 1569: i know. and i hate that she cant just tell ME whats wrong. its not like im guna kill her. i would try my best o understand.
mOBSCENE 1569: yeah i know :-/
SuPerBarRerA: i mean ill be my honest colombian self lol and u have a strong personality which can be intimidating but ur both friends so i dont think it should be a problem
mOBSCENE 1569: lol colombian. haha
mOBSCENE 1569: ya, and i dont WANT it to be a problem