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[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | To Myself I Turned- lacuna coil ]
StArDuSt819 [11:18 PM]: wow im NOT EVEN KIDDING.. theres a conspiracy against me.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:18 PM]: huhy
CaLiBaBy723 [11:20 PM]: what happened
StArDuSt819 [11:21 PM]: seriosuly.. its like "everybody fuck up kellys relationship with josh"-week
CaLiBaBy723 [11:21 PM]: hunni please explain to me whats going on
StArDuSt819 [11:22 PM]: well, today has been one big whirlwind so.. ill try to make it make as much sense as possible
StArDuSt819 [11:24 PM]: *thinks* ok.. so after texting with josh last night and pretty much explaining why i ignored him in town and whatnot and how i felt about the dianna thing, i woke up, and we made plans to go meet at the pier cuz he hadda talk to me
StArDuSt819 [11:24 PM]: so in the meantime i talked to dianna
StArDuSt819 [11:26 PM]: and she was just basically like.. its a known thing that i like josh, i know that and you know that and he knows that and whatnot. and so i guess when she hangs out with us it makes her feel odd.. and it could very well be just that she misses aaron. and that when he comes back, she wont like josh anymore and this all is just cuz aarons gone
StArDuSt819 [11:26 PM]: so then i got to the pier. and josh was all serious and stuff and basically told me that he slept over her house last night, with bryanna and sarah, and that he and dianna were up till 6 this morning talking about me.
StArDuSt819 [11:26 PM]: sometimes bryanna and sarah were in the mix too
StArDuSt819 [11:27 PM]: all of them telling him im....basically horrible.
StArDuSt819 [11:27 PM]: and so me and dianna patched things up
StArDuSt819 [11:27 PM]: and the three of us went to the wb outlets.. and then she was liek come back to my house! so we did... and then she started saying how they all were making fun of me and that josh said "kellys not gonna have sex till shes like. 49"
StArDuSt819 [11:28 PM]: and so i didnt really... talk to josh.. or much LOOK at him even..
StArDuSt819 [11:28 PM]: so then i just started like bawling.. and he was like come talk to me, so we walked to the dock
StArDuSt819 [11:29 PM]: we talked about everything and how screwed up the situation is.. but that hes not gonna change his mind about me over whatever all of them say, and we just.. dont know what to do
StArDuSt819 [11:29 PM]: so we get back to d's and shes online, and we're standing behind her and we see parts of her conversations with kim and rachel about the two of us
StArDuSt819 [11:29 PM]: and shes nto talking to us much
StArDuSt819 [11:30 PM]: and shes checkin her email to see if aaron emailed her back, and he didnt.. so she wrote a not-so-nice email to him, and then just.. was crying...and not talking to us.. and talking ABOUT us to rachel and kim, and idk.. theres something else on her mind thats bothering her, and she cant describe it to me, and i feel like an ASS
CaLiBaBy723 [11:31 PM]: why the FUCK do YOU feel like an ass
StArDuSt819 [11:31 PM]: because.. i dunno! but i do
StArDuSt819 [11:31 PM]: and this whole situation sucks
StArDuSt819 [11:32 PM]: AND. just to let you know, cuz im realizing this now-- you being all friendly with joe pisses me off to no end.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:32 PM]: at me
CaLiBaBy723 [11:33 PM]: *question mark*
StArDuSt819 [11:34 PM]: what?
StArDuSt819 [11:34 PM]: yeah, you talking to joe pisses me off
CaLiBaBy723 [11:34 PM]: no i mean r u pissed at me
StArDuSt819 [11:34 PM]: no
StArDuSt819 [11:35 PM]: just.. the fact that you and joe are all friendly and so is like, kim and whatnot.. and IM NOT makes me feel like shit.
StArDuSt819 [11:36 PM]: like im not allowed to be happy or something
StArDuSt819 [11:36 PM]: i get josh.. PERFECT josh.. and theres ALLLWAYYS some flaw that ruins everything
CaLiBaBy723 [11:36 PM]: ok...thats understandable...cuz i did the same with pete...its normal to get ridiculously jealous and pissed off
StArDuSt819 [11:37 PM]: perfect josh vs..my friends trying to sabotage our relationship... perfect josh vs.. one of my best friends being tormented at the sight of us together *dianna* perfect josh vs. me not being able to be friends with joe due to akwardness
StArDuSt819 [11:37 PM]: THERE IS NO BREAK FOR ME
StArDuSt819 [11:38 PM]: bad things are like.. a fucking DISEASE with me
CaLiBaBy723 [11:39 PM]: alright kel im gonna give u a little reality check abt this dianna situation. in NO WAY should ur BEST FRIEND be SABOTAGING ur relationship with the best thing thats happened to u in a long time. best friends r supposed to support each other and be happy for each other, for example, how i am for u n josh. josh is a great guy for u and u deserve him. u sit here day after day, telling me all the shit dianna is doing to screw uv your relationship, yet u just go that night and act all buddy buddy with her at her house. im sorry, but best friend or not, she should NOT be treating u like this. best friends put their feelings for guys aside and think about their friends first.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:39 PM]: so rethink the whole *best friend* thing
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: i know that
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: thats whats ALSO bothering me
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: i THOUGHT she was gonna be my friend in this and not be this way
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: but i guess i was wrong
CaLiBaBy723 [11:41 PM]: alright next....rethink the whole bryanna and sarah thing bcuz u KNOW that bryanna is just jealous that josh likes YOU and not her.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:41 PM]: and u can NOT let them walk all over u and talk behind ur back
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: i know that!
CaLiBaBy723 [11:41 PM]: ill kick their asses for it if i hafto
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: and josh knows it too
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: he regrets sleeping over diannas
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: do u realize that he was in a room full of girls who ALL LIKE HIM?
CaLiBaBy723 [11:42 PM]: and the joe thing, its normal in a breakup to not be very close for awhile. u cant look at me n pete cuz i was a psycho and now im normal again (dont mock me). it will take time, but he doesnt have nething against u, he just hasta get over the awkward thing
CaLiBaBy723 [11:42 PM]: sarah like him...waht
StArDuSt819 [11:42 PM]: yeah
StArDuSt819 [11:42 PM]: she has for a while
CaLiBaBy723 [11:42 PM]: WTF
StArDuSt819 [11:42 PM]: YEAH i dunno
StArDuSt819 [11:43 PM]: but how did I... kelly bradley... strangely quiet, "prude", fat and ugly KELLY BRADLEY get josh?
StArDuSt819 [11:43 PM]: NO CLUE
StArDuSt819 [11:43 PM]: but now i get all the hoards of josh-stalkers against me
CaLiBaBy723 [11:43 PM]: bcuz ur not ne of those things
CaLiBaBy723 [11:44 PM]: ya kelly...theyre against u....ur *FRIENDS*
StArDuSt819 [11:45 PM]: yeahh i dunno
StArDuSt819 [11:45 PM]: narrowing down my friends right here and now-- ready? ok. you serg kim pete and frankie.
StArDuSt819 [11:45 PM]: ah shit, and lauri
StArDuSt819 [11:46 PM]: those, my dear.. are the only ones i can actually depend on
CaLiBaBy723 [11:46 PM]: and have u noticed....uve spent a lot of ur summer around....dianna
StArDuSt819 [11:46 PM]: yeah because shes the one that makes all the plans
StArDuSt819 [11:47 PM]: even though, you knwo what-- i miss the rest of you guys
CaLiBaBy723 [11:47 PM]: we miss u too
CaLiBaBy723 [11:47 PM]: ive attached myself to pete and frank and im having a genuinely great summer
StArDuSt819 [11:47 PM]: i mean yeah we have fun, and im glad im friends with tom and whatnot.. but lately, ive missed like.. you and pete and serg and frankie so much it makes my STOMACH HURT
CaLiBaBy723 [11:47 PM]: im closer to both of them than i ever have been...just by hanging at franks...which u never do nemore
CaLiBaBy723 [11:48 PM]: cuz ur always at diannas
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: and now, im gonna give dianna and whatnot a rest.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:48 PM]: ya i miss serg
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: cuz it got UGLY today
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: i talked to serg last night on the phone and he made me cry
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: incase u havent read brokenwings
CaLiBaBy723 [11:48 PM]: ya i did
StArDuSt819 [11:49 PM]: theres another thing he said that made me cry, but i didnt wanna say it in there cuz diannas part of brokenwings
StArDuSt819 [11:49 PM]: i was talking to him about the josh and dianna thing.. and he goes.. well i wouldnt worry.. see, dianna? shes.. not pretty.. and you? you're beautiful
StArDuSt819 [11:50 PM]: i was like, well.. thats kinda beside the point.. seeing as josh more than likely doesnt go by looks... buut that made me feel good about myself! *cries*
CaLiBaBy723 [11:50 PM]: its true kelly
StArDuSt819 [11:51 PM]: *shrugs*
StArDuSt819 [11:51 PM]: idk
StArDuSt819 [11:52 PM]: its kind of irrelevant right now, cuz i really need to just.. GET OUT of the dianna/kim loop
CaLiBaBy723 [11:52 PM]: i couldve told u that
StArDuSt819 [11:53 PM]: yeah u HAVE told me that before
StArDuSt819 [11:53 PM]: i just never listened
CaLiBaBy723 [11:54 PM]: noone ever realydoes...i know i didnt abt alex
StArDuSt819 [11:56 PM]: i think its just natural to never listen to warnings about people
CaLiBaBy723 [11:57 PM]: yup
CaLiBaBy723 [12:14 AM]: r u talking to her
StArDuSt819 [12:17 AM]: yeah
CaLiBaBy723 [12:17 AM]: ...
StArDuSt819 [12:18 AM]: i dont know anymore
StArDuSt819 [12:18 AM]: seriously
i am not half as fucking stupid as u may think that i am. ur friggen so called 'friends' can sit there and say that i am ugly and u are so much better than i am. guess what? ive fucking had enough. i saw the friggen convo and i DONT seem to like it too much. 2 ppl who are supposed to be my friends go behind my back and bash me for shit. okay, it was a known fucking fact that i liked jb. u fucking TOLD me u wouldnt date him bc i liked him and u felt bad. so IM not the one in the wrong. and then u sit there and say that u can only trust sergio and kim and lauri. ok. fuck you too. i am so fucking mad right now that i am just at a loss of words to even explain. i read the convo and was ready to BAWL my eyes out.. bc well.. its SHIT, and a very LOW thing of you to do. but then i thought 'hey, who fucking cares right?' so u go on with your life and we can stop being friends over a fucking guy! u can get out of the kim/d loop bc we are both annoyed with the fact that we dont FORCE u to hang out with us, so dont make it like we take you away from all of your friends. and yes, i did tell kim and rachel about u two wen u were here. so fucking what, u cant say u never did that bc u DID. the convo upset me, i feel like complete SHIT. i feel so fucking low right now.. you cant even begin to understand. i am still trying to hold back my tears. but i dont need that in my life right now. so im guna take all of the good times, smile at them, and then be on my way. im not going to deal with shit like this. jb is my best friend, i am jb's best friend. sorry, thats the way it is... if you dont like it.. not my problem. i DONT see why none of this was said to dianna! u both say u dont like the fucking drama.. if u dont like it.. STAY OUT OF IT! dont fucking start it! and DONT even try to put all the blame on me.. its bullshit. this whole thing is bullshit. and for the comment that said 'i will kick their asses for u' HAHA no. dont even go there. bryanna DOESNT fucking like josh, and neither does sarah, is it so bad that jb has friends?? that doesnt mean that they like them, bc they dont. and u dont talk to either one of them, so dont jump to conclusions. i am so fed up with all the shit that is being talked behind my back. yes logan, i may be ugly.. i dont care. i may not be as GOOD as kelly is, dont care bout that one either. u guys wouldnt fucking like it if I was the one having that convo, so WHY THE FUCK WOULD U DO THAT TO ME?? ur FRIEND. i guess some ppl dont know the true meaning to a 'friend' seeing as tho u dont sit there and call ur friends ugly behing there back. this convo made me sick to my stomach. its just two more ppl i have lost in my life, but i will get over it. im not going to deal with that, i refuse to. u have a problem tell ME about it, dont fucking be a pussy and talk about me behind my back, most of all say you are going to kick my ass, bc that is rather funny. so if u want to talk about my behind my back and make it obvious that u dont trust me and u dont like me and blah fucking blah, then fine. let it be so. goodbye. have a nice life.. see u in hell.
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | To Myself I Turned- lacuna coil ]
StArDuSt819 [11:18 PM]: wow im NOT EVEN KIDDING.. theres a conspiracy against me.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:18 PM]: huhy
CaLiBaBy723 [11:20 PM]: what happened
StArDuSt819 [11:21 PM]: seriosuly.. its like "everybody fuck up kellys relationship with josh"-week
CaLiBaBy723 [11:21 PM]: hunni please explain to me whats going on
StArDuSt819 [11:22 PM]: well, today has been one big whirlwind so.. ill try to make it make as much sense as possible
StArDuSt819 [11:24 PM]: *thinks* ok.. so after texting with josh last night and pretty much explaining why i ignored him in town and whatnot and how i felt about the dianna thing, i woke up, and we made plans to go meet at the pier cuz he hadda talk to me
StArDuSt819 [11:24 PM]: so in the meantime i talked to dianna
StArDuSt819 [11:26 PM]: and she was just basically like.. its a known thing that i like josh, i know that and you know that and he knows that and whatnot. and so i guess when she hangs out with us it makes her feel odd.. and it could very well be just that she misses aaron. and that when he comes back, she wont like josh anymore and this all is just cuz aarons gone
StArDuSt819 [11:26 PM]: so then i got to the pier. and josh was all serious and stuff and basically told me that he slept over her house last night, with bryanna and sarah, and that he and dianna were up till 6 this morning talking about me.
StArDuSt819 [11:26 PM]: sometimes bryanna and sarah were in the mix too
StArDuSt819 [11:27 PM]: all of them telling him im....basically horrible.
StArDuSt819 [11:27 PM]: and so me and dianna patched things up
StArDuSt819 [11:27 PM]: and the three of us went to the wb outlets.. and then she was liek come back to my house! so we did... and then she started saying how they all were making fun of me and that josh said "kellys not gonna have sex till shes like. 49"
StArDuSt819 [11:28 PM]: and so i didnt really... talk to josh.. or much LOOK at him even..
StArDuSt819 [11:28 PM]: so then i just started like bawling.. and he was like come talk to me, so we walked to the dock
StArDuSt819 [11:29 PM]: we talked about everything and how screwed up the situation is.. but that hes not gonna change his mind about me over whatever all of them say, and we just.. dont know what to do
StArDuSt819 [11:29 PM]: so we get back to d's and shes online, and we're standing behind her and we see parts of her conversations with kim and rachel about the two of us
StArDuSt819 [11:29 PM]: and shes nto talking to us much
StArDuSt819 [11:30 PM]: and shes checkin her email to see if aaron emailed her back, and he didnt.. so she wrote a not-so-nice email to him, and then just.. was crying...and not talking to us.. and talking ABOUT us to rachel and kim, and idk.. theres something else on her mind thats bothering her, and she cant describe it to me, and i feel like an ASS
CaLiBaBy723 [11:31 PM]: why the FUCK do YOU feel like an ass
StArDuSt819 [11:31 PM]: because.. i dunno! but i do
StArDuSt819 [11:31 PM]: and this whole situation sucks
StArDuSt819 [11:32 PM]: AND. just to let you know, cuz im realizing this now-- you being all friendly with joe pisses me off to no end.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:32 PM]: at me
CaLiBaBy723 [11:33 PM]: *question mark*
StArDuSt819 [11:34 PM]: what?
StArDuSt819 [11:34 PM]: yeah, you talking to joe pisses me off
CaLiBaBy723 [11:34 PM]: no i mean r u pissed at me
StArDuSt819 [11:34 PM]: no
StArDuSt819 [11:35 PM]: just.. the fact that you and joe are all friendly and so is like, kim and whatnot.. and IM NOT makes me feel like shit.
StArDuSt819 [11:36 PM]: like im not allowed to be happy or something
StArDuSt819 [11:36 PM]: i get josh.. PERFECT josh.. and theres ALLLWAYYS some flaw that ruins everything
CaLiBaBy723 [11:36 PM]: ok...thats understandable...cuz i did the same with pete...its normal to get ridiculously jealous and pissed off
StArDuSt819 [11:37 PM]: perfect josh vs..my friends trying to sabotage our relationship... perfect josh vs.. one of my best friends being tormented at the sight of us together *dianna* perfect josh vs. me not being able to be friends with joe due to akwardness
StArDuSt819 [11:37 PM]: THERE IS NO BREAK FOR ME
StArDuSt819 [11:38 PM]: bad things are like.. a fucking DISEASE with me
CaLiBaBy723 [11:39 PM]: alright kel im gonna give u a little reality check abt this dianna situation. in NO WAY should ur BEST FRIEND be SABOTAGING ur relationship with the best thing thats happened to u in a long time. best friends r supposed to support each other and be happy for each other, for example, how i am for u n josh. josh is a great guy for u and u deserve him. u sit here day after day, telling me all the shit dianna is doing to screw uv your relationship, yet u just go that night and act all buddy buddy with her at her house. im sorry, but best friend or not, she should NOT be treating u like this. best friends put their feelings for guys aside and think about their friends first.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:39 PM]: so rethink the whole *best friend* thing
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: i know that
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: thats whats ALSO bothering me
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: i THOUGHT she was gonna be my friend in this and not be this way
StArDuSt819 [11:40 PM]: but i guess i was wrong
CaLiBaBy723 [11:41 PM]: alright next....rethink the whole bryanna and sarah thing bcuz u KNOW that bryanna is just jealous that josh likes YOU and not her.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:41 PM]: and u can NOT let them walk all over u and talk behind ur back
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: i know that!
CaLiBaBy723 [11:41 PM]: ill kick their asses for it if i hafto
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: and josh knows it too
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: he regrets sleeping over diannas
StArDuSt819 [11:41 PM]: do u realize that he was in a room full of girls who ALL LIKE HIM?
CaLiBaBy723 [11:42 PM]: and the joe thing, its normal in a breakup to not be very close for awhile. u cant look at me n pete cuz i was a psycho and now im normal again (dont mock me). it will take time, but he doesnt have nething against u, he just hasta get over the awkward thing
CaLiBaBy723 [11:42 PM]: sarah like him...waht
StArDuSt819 [11:42 PM]: yeah
StArDuSt819 [11:42 PM]: she has for a while
CaLiBaBy723 [11:42 PM]: WTF
StArDuSt819 [11:42 PM]: YEAH i dunno
StArDuSt819 [11:43 PM]: but how did I... kelly bradley... strangely quiet, "prude", fat and ugly KELLY BRADLEY get josh?
StArDuSt819 [11:43 PM]: NO CLUE
StArDuSt819 [11:43 PM]: but now i get all the hoards of josh-stalkers against me
CaLiBaBy723 [11:43 PM]: bcuz ur not ne of those things
CaLiBaBy723 [11:44 PM]: ya kelly...theyre against u....ur *FRIENDS*
StArDuSt819 [11:45 PM]: yeahh i dunno
StArDuSt819 [11:45 PM]: narrowing down my friends right here and now-- ready? ok. you serg kim pete and frankie.
StArDuSt819 [11:45 PM]: ah shit, and lauri
StArDuSt819 [11:46 PM]: those, my dear.. are the only ones i can actually depend on
CaLiBaBy723 [11:46 PM]: and have u noticed....uve spent a lot of ur summer around....dianna
StArDuSt819 [11:46 PM]: yeah because shes the one that makes all the plans
StArDuSt819 [11:47 PM]: even though, you knwo what-- i miss the rest of you guys
CaLiBaBy723 [11:47 PM]: we miss u too
CaLiBaBy723 [11:47 PM]: ive attached myself to pete and frank and im having a genuinely great summer
StArDuSt819 [11:47 PM]: i mean yeah we have fun, and im glad im friends with tom and whatnot.. but lately, ive missed like.. you and pete and serg and frankie so much it makes my STOMACH HURT
CaLiBaBy723 [11:47 PM]: im closer to both of them than i ever have been...just by hanging at franks...which u never do nemore
CaLiBaBy723 [11:48 PM]: cuz ur always at diannas
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: and now, im gonna give dianna and whatnot a rest.
CaLiBaBy723 [11:48 PM]: ya i miss serg
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: cuz it got UGLY today
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: i talked to serg last night on the phone and he made me cry
StArDuSt819 [11:48 PM]: incase u havent read brokenwings
CaLiBaBy723 [11:48 PM]: ya i did
StArDuSt819 [11:49 PM]: theres another thing he said that made me cry, but i didnt wanna say it in there cuz diannas part of brokenwings
StArDuSt819 [11:49 PM]: i was talking to him about the josh and dianna thing.. and he goes.. well i wouldnt worry.. see, dianna? shes.. not pretty.. and you? you're beautiful
StArDuSt819 [11:50 PM]: i was like, well.. thats kinda beside the point.. seeing as josh more than likely doesnt go by looks... buut that made me feel good about myself! *cries*
CaLiBaBy723 [11:50 PM]: its true kelly
StArDuSt819 [11:51 PM]: *shrugs*
StArDuSt819 [11:51 PM]: idk
StArDuSt819 [11:52 PM]: its kind of irrelevant right now, cuz i really need to just.. GET OUT of the dianna/kim loop
CaLiBaBy723 [11:52 PM]: i couldve told u that
StArDuSt819 [11:53 PM]: yeah u HAVE told me that before
StArDuSt819 [11:53 PM]: i just never listened
CaLiBaBy723 [11:54 PM]: noone ever realydoes...i know i didnt abt alex
StArDuSt819 [11:56 PM]: i think its just natural to never listen to warnings about people
CaLiBaBy723 [11:57 PM]: yup
CaLiBaBy723 [12:14 AM]: r u talking to her
StArDuSt819 [12:17 AM]: yeah
CaLiBaBy723 [12:17 AM]: ...
StArDuSt819 [12:18 AM]: i dont know anymore
StArDuSt819 [12:18 AM]: seriously
i am not half as fucking stupid as u may think that i am. ur friggen so called 'friends' can sit there and say that i am ugly and u are so much better than i am. guess what? ive fucking had enough. i saw the friggen convo and i DONT seem to like it too much. 2 ppl who are supposed to be my friends go behind my back and bash me for shit. okay, it was a known fucking fact that i liked jb. u fucking TOLD me u wouldnt date him bc i liked him and u felt bad. so IM not the one in the wrong. and then u sit there and say that u can only trust sergio and kim and lauri. ok. fuck you too. i am so fucking mad right now that i am just at a loss of words to even explain. i read the convo and was ready to BAWL my eyes out.. bc well.. its SHIT, and a very LOW thing of you to do. but then i thought 'hey, who fucking cares right?' so u go on with your life and we can stop being friends over a fucking guy! u can get out of the kim/d loop bc we are both annoyed with the fact that we dont FORCE u to hang out with us, so dont make it like we take you away from all of your friends. and yes, i did tell kim and rachel about u two wen u were here. so fucking what, u cant say u never did that bc u DID. the convo upset me, i feel like complete SHIT. i feel so fucking low right now.. you cant even begin to understand. i am still trying to hold back my tears. but i dont need that in my life right now. so im guna take all of the good times, smile at them, and then be on my way. im not going to deal with shit like this. jb is my best friend, i am jb's best friend. sorry, thats the way it is... if you dont like it.. not my problem. i DONT see why none of this was said to dianna! u both say u dont like the fucking drama.. if u dont like it.. STAY OUT OF IT! dont fucking start it! and DONT even try to put all the blame on me.. its bullshit. this whole thing is bullshit. and for the comment that said 'i will kick their asses for u' HAHA no. dont even go there. bryanna DOESNT fucking like josh, and neither does sarah, is it so bad that jb has friends?? that doesnt mean that they like them, bc they dont. and u dont talk to either one of them, so dont jump to conclusions. i am so fed up with all the shit that is being talked behind my back. yes logan, i may be ugly.. i dont care. i may not be as GOOD as kelly is, dont care bout that one either. u guys wouldnt fucking like it if I was the one having that convo, so WHY THE FUCK WOULD U DO THAT TO ME?? ur FRIEND. i guess some ppl dont know the true meaning to a 'friend' seeing as tho u dont sit there and call ur friends ugly behing there back. this convo made me sick to my stomach. its just two more ppl i have lost in my life, but i will get over it. im not going to deal with that, i refuse to. u have a problem tell ME about it, dont fucking be a pussy and talk about me behind my back, most of all say you are going to kick my ass, bc that is rather funny. so if u want to talk about my behind my back and make it obvious that u dont trust me and u dont like me and blah fucking blah, then fine. let it be so. goodbye. have a nice life.. see u in hell.