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Okay, well I must admit that nyc is much more tolerable in the summer than it is during the winter. Even though it has been crazily hot walking around on the streets. Today my mom and my brother and I went to the natural history science museum. It was really neat, you would definetly need more than just one day to go see everything. It was kinda sad to go through the mammal section of it though because they were all real animals that had been shot :( it made me sad. It had a really neat section about the planets and the big bang theory and everything. I'd definetly want to go back there, even though we had to take the subway to get there. I don't particurlarly enjoy taking the subway.
Oh, and guess who I saw yesterday!! Johnny Depp haha. my mom and I waited outside the place where they film The Late Show for like and hour and a half to see him get out of his car and walk into the building haha. definetly not something that I would do in my lifetime again. We did get a pretty good picture of him though.
My aunt and uncle came um...wednsday night to see my sister's show and I think I may be going there during the day tomorrow. I haven't seen them in about 6 years, so it was good to see them again. I really can't wait to come home though :/ I don't enjoy being away from home unless I'm with one of my friends, or Danny cause then I at least have someone to talk to. I always have so many things that I want to talk about but I can't call anyone because I have to be careful of the minutes on my phone (which I'm really bad at watching) and wait until 9, or when I do call someone they always are too busy or can't talk or don't exactally seem that interested in listening. I feel lonely...and left out sorta.
I'm kinda getting a little worried/paranoide about the fact that I'm going to be leaving for college in a little over two weeks. It was exciting at first, but now it feels more scary than exciting. Especialy because I have to move up there a week early because of cheerleading camp.
I really really miss Danny too :( I haven't really been able to talk to him all that much since I've been here and it makes me sad. I feel bad too, because since I haven't been able to talk to him its made me get jealous about stupid things and I feel like a controlative bitch girlfriend and I hate that :( So I'm sorry if I've been acting that way Danny. Unfortunately thats just one of the ways that I'm expressing my sadness in missing you and not really being able to talk to you I guess...I apologize.
hmm...my sister and I may be going to go see Wicked monday night. yes very exciting. I'm trying not to get my hopes up about it if we don't end up being able to go. I feel like I've written a book here so I'm just gonna quit writing right......now.
Oh, and guess who I saw yesterday!! Johnny Depp haha. my mom and I waited outside the place where they film The Late Show for like and hour and a half to see him get out of his car and walk into the building haha. definetly not something that I would do in my lifetime again. We did get a pretty good picture of him though.
My aunt and uncle came um...wednsday night to see my sister's show and I think I may be going there during the day tomorrow. I haven't seen them in about 6 years, so it was good to see them again. I really can't wait to come home though :/ I don't enjoy being away from home unless I'm with one of my friends, or Danny cause then I at least have someone to talk to. I always have so many things that I want to talk about but I can't call anyone because I have to be careful of the minutes on my phone (which I'm really bad at watching) and wait until 9, or when I do call someone they always are too busy or can't talk or don't exactally seem that interested in listening. I feel lonely...and left out sorta.
I'm kinda getting a little worried/paranoide about the fact that I'm going to be leaving for college in a little over two weeks. It was exciting at first, but now it feels more scary than exciting. Especialy because I have to move up there a week early because of cheerleading camp.
I really really miss Danny too :( I haven't really been able to talk to him all that much since I've been here and it makes me sad. I feel bad too, because since I haven't been able to talk to him its made me get jealous about stupid things and I feel like a controlative bitch girlfriend and I hate that :( So I'm sorry if I've been acting that way Danny. Unfortunately thats just one of the ways that I'm expressing my sadness in missing you and not really being able to talk to you I guess...I apologize.
hmm...my sister and I may be going to go see Wicked monday night. yes very exciting. I'm trying not to get my hopes up about it if we don't end up being able to go. I feel like I've written a book here so I'm just gonna quit writing right......now.