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I am really hating my life right about now. I'm so sick of shit its not even funny. Heres briefly whats going on in my mind lately: I hate my parents for making me take a damn charter bus all the way up to sioux city, how the fuck am I going to pay for college, I'm so tired of dealing with my parents, I love Danny, I want to move out, I am seriously contemplating moving out, I won't have my car if I move out but Danny says I can use one of his cars but I will feel bad if I do that,I love Danny with all my heart, In all honesty I do not want to go to college any longer (it doesn't seem worth it to me anymore), I'm so sick of crying, I hate crying, I'm crying right now, I want to leave, I want to get away from all of this, I just want it to be over, I haven't eatn yet today...not planning on doing so either, Should I move out?, I feel like parts of me are dying, I love Danny-theres no way I could do this alone..I'm so thankful I have him, I see no way out, I hate this....but I love Danny so very much<3