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I can't tell if I did something stupid or not. I just recently told this guy that I like him. See the thing is, I don't see him every day, because we live in different places. It's very confusing and I don't know what he's going to do about it now. I guess I'm just scared. I dunno. I don't really know how to explain all that I feel right now. But, here is the conversation I had with him.
ME:hey! what's up?!
HIM:not much, how are you
ME:pretty good! and yourself?
HIM:good, kinda tired too:)
ME:haha. why you tired?
HIM:football practice for 4 hrs.
ME:sheesh. yeah, I'd be tired too.
ME:I'd probably be ready to die. haha
HIM:you already started school, right?
ME:yeah. today
HIM:how was that
ME:fun. I think it's going to be an okay year...except for maybe Spanish
ME:wow...it's been a long time since I've talked to you.
ME:so, when do you start school?
HIM:is this your first year of spanish
HIM:we start next weds.
ME:no, 3rd.
ME:cool
ME:k...I have to ask you a question. Have you ready the emails I've sent you yet? (and by the way, do you mind getting forwards?)
HIM:yes/no
ME:okay. cuz I kinda sent a really weird one. And I don't want to like scare you off or anything like that. haha.
HIM:no problem
ME:all right. Yeah, cuz that last one that I sent...it was really weird. It was like something or someone was telling me to talk to you.
ME:know what I mean?
HIM:i think so
ME:so, yeah...I'm like...pretty nervous right about now. haha.
ME:so, what have you been up to, lately?
HIM:pretty much just football
HIM:you?
ME:lots of reading. I had to finish a book before today. (and I did it too! haha)
HIM:do you like to read
ME:if it's a book I enjoy.
ME:what about you? do you like to read?
HIM:not if it's something that we have to read for school that's old and boring
ME:yeah. agreed
ME:although I did have to read the adventures of huckleberry finn and that was a pretty good book.
HIM:i have no problem reading magazines or something that i like
ME:cool
ME:what magazines do you like to read?
HIM:car or snowmobile ones usually
ME:fun stuff.
HIM:oh yea
ME:haha.
ME:I kinda have something I want to tell you, but I don't want you to stop talking to me or something like that.
HIM:ok
ME:brb.
HIM:k
ME:all right back. sorry about that.
ME:I have to make this quick. Dinner's about ready.
ME:Okay. I have to tell you this. I guess I feel you have a right to know. I like you...like...as more than a friend.
ME:Don't hate me for it.
HIM:i don't
ME:sorry. I have to go. I'll talk to you later. Email me if you have anything to say about it.
HIM:ok talk to u latetr
ME:buh bye
Here is the conversation we had after I ate.
ME:Hello again. I'm back.
HIM:how was dinner
ME:good. thanks for asking.
ME:I'm kinda at a loss for words. I don't know what to talk about.
HIM:me either
ME:so...umm...what do you want to do after high school?
HIM:go to college for something business related(probably insurance)-not sure which school
HIM:yyou?
ME:cool. I want to be a kindergarten teacher.
HIM:cool
ME:do you think that you want to go to a college near home?
HIM:how close do you mean
ME:hmm...I dunno. like...within the state?
HIM:maybe, there aren't many really good schools that are less than 2 hrs. away
ME:ah. cool.
HIM:are there any good schools around you
ME:Yeah, there's one. BSU (Boise State University). There's also some other ones in the state, but they're a couple or so hours away.
HIM:yea
HIM:g2g talk to ya later
ME:all right. Please let me know what you think of the whole ordeal earlier. I really want to know.
ME:buh bye
HIM:bye
I guess that's all for now.
Lotsa luv,
ME
ME:hey! what's up?!
HIM:not much, how are you
ME:pretty good! and yourself?
HIM:good, kinda tired too:)
ME:haha. why you tired?
HIM:football practice for 4 hrs.
ME:sheesh. yeah, I'd be tired too.
ME:I'd probably be ready to die. haha
HIM:you already started school, right?
ME:yeah. today
HIM:how was that
ME:fun. I think it's going to be an okay year...except for maybe Spanish
ME:wow...it's been a long time since I've talked to you.
ME:so, when do you start school?
HIM:is this your first year of spanish
HIM:we start next weds.
ME:no, 3rd.
ME:cool
ME:k...I have to ask you a question. Have you ready the emails I've sent you yet? (and by the way, do you mind getting forwards?)
HIM:yes/no
ME:okay. cuz I kinda sent a really weird one. And I don't want to like scare you off or anything like that. haha.
HIM:no problem
ME:all right. Yeah, cuz that last one that I sent...it was really weird. It was like something or someone was telling me to talk to you.
ME:know what I mean?
HIM:i think so
ME:so, yeah...I'm like...pretty nervous right about now. haha.
ME:so, what have you been up to, lately?
HIM:pretty much just football
HIM:you?
ME:lots of reading. I had to finish a book before today. (and I did it too! haha)
HIM:do you like to read
ME:if it's a book I enjoy.
ME:what about you? do you like to read?
HIM:not if it's something that we have to read for school that's old and boring
ME:yeah. agreed
ME:although I did have to read the adventures of huckleberry finn and that was a pretty good book.
HIM:i have no problem reading magazines or something that i like
ME:cool
ME:what magazines do you like to read?
HIM:car or snowmobile ones usually
ME:fun stuff.
HIM:oh yea
ME:haha.
ME:I kinda have something I want to tell you, but I don't want you to stop talking to me or something like that.
HIM:ok
ME:brb.
HIM:k
ME:all right back. sorry about that.
ME:I have to make this quick. Dinner's about ready.
ME:Okay. I have to tell you this. I guess I feel you have a right to know. I like you...like...as more than a friend.
ME:Don't hate me for it.
HIM:i don't
ME:sorry. I have to go. I'll talk to you later. Email me if you have anything to say about it.
HIM:ok talk to u latetr
ME:buh bye
Here is the conversation we had after I ate.
ME:Hello again. I'm back.
HIM:how was dinner
ME:good. thanks for asking.
ME:I'm kinda at a loss for words. I don't know what to talk about.
HIM:me either
ME:so...umm...what do you want to do after high school?
HIM:go to college for something business related(probably insurance)-not sure which school
HIM:yyou?
ME:cool. I want to be a kindergarten teacher.
HIM:cool
ME:do you think that you want to go to a college near home?
HIM:how close do you mean
ME:hmm...I dunno. like...within the state?
HIM:maybe, there aren't many really good schools that are less than 2 hrs. away
ME:ah. cool.
HIM:are there any good schools around you
ME:Yeah, there's one. BSU (Boise State University). There's also some other ones in the state, but they're a couple or so hours away.
HIM:yea
HIM:g2g talk to ya later
ME:all right. Please let me know what you think of the whole ordeal earlier. I really want to know.
ME:buh bye
HIM:bye
I guess that's all for now.
Lotsa luv,
ME