Poem....
Ok, I know I haven't posted anything really meaningful lately, but bear with me. The things I feel are meaningful do not make suck good reading...I don't think those of u who do read would like to see a long discussion of the pronuncation of laborious....
However, I ran across this poem that I wrote a while back and thought I would share...
Frustration
I tell you what I want, what I need;
Yet, thre is no change in your actions,
not even a fraction.
I've had hope for so long.
I used to hear the story of us in almost every song.
Now, after everything we have put each other through,
You would think that we would know what to do.
You see there is a difference between you and I.
I listen and change my actions, you listen but you body language says "eat shit and die."
I'm just tired of this constant game.
I've never chased this hard, sacrificed as much, nor been hust as bad as I have with this dame.
So why do I continue to subject myself to this?
My brain is telling me I'm stupid and should be pissed.
My heart won't let go.
Whenever I think I can turn away, my heart screams, "NO!"
What should I do?
Stay in my shell and stew?
Go out and try again?
Is there any way to make it end?
I've taken both routes:
I listened to my head and made the wrong decision.
I listened to my heart and have had it broken and scattered to every corner of the earth.
The one thing that has been constant with both is continuous doubt.
Is this right?
When should I give up the fight?
Is there any closure in sight?
However, I ran across this poem that I wrote a while back and thought I would share...
Frustration
I tell you what I want, what I need;
Yet, thre is no change in your actions,
not even a fraction.
I've had hope for so long.
I used to hear the story of us in almost every song.
Now, after everything we have put each other through,
You would think that we would know what to do.
You see there is a difference between you and I.
I listen and change my actions, you listen but you body language says "eat shit and die."
I'm just tired of this constant game.
I've never chased this hard, sacrificed as much, nor been hust as bad as I have with this dame.
So why do I continue to subject myself to this?
My brain is telling me I'm stupid and should be pissed.
My heart won't let go.
Whenever I think I can turn away, my heart screams, "NO!"
What should I do?
Stay in my shell and stew?
Go out and try again?
Is there any way to make it end?
I've taken both routes:
I listened to my head and made the wrong decision.
I listened to my heart and have had it broken and scattered to every corner of the earth.
The one thing that has been constant with both is continuous doubt.
Is this right?
When should I give up the fight?
Is there any closure in sight?