im a failure at life as a whole. im just through. i screw up with everything. cant make up my mind with guys. i am destined to retake the drivers test every two weeks. im a failure. end of story.
so, as is apparent, i failed my drivers test again. seriously dont ask me about it or ill cut you. thats how depressed i am about it. furthermore, im so confused about guys because of course theres chris whos great and cute and awesome, but then all the sudden, allen wanders into my life. hes cute, talented, wicked awesome on the guitar, nice, and we have so much in common. we are both in bands, both love music, both have the same thoughts on important topics, both love law and order ci and svu and csi, AARRRRRRRGGG!!!!!! you know one thing we dont have in common?! bloody age!! hes freaking 22...dont i just have the best of luck? oh yeah...darn straight...
im just done. kill me now.
p.s. heres me and trevin today on the field trip...only picture i took...too busy researching. wow i look happy. right before my depressing downfall.